Vroom Vroom !!!

2011-01-26T12:09:00.002+08:00

Getting all moody last night, guess I had a mood swing. Quite sian now. But I still have to face it, I am all myself again... May not be all bad, just that missed those times and will have images keep flashing over my head. Now the idea is to get myself very busy and very occupied and very tired... Anyway....

Today I came across something interesting, questions that I have never thought of and now I should come out with a few other questions from the main question:

(1) What would you do if there is no internet in work for a day ?
A: I guess I would first go la kopi, then come back, I still can read my papers, do my paperwork, play games on my PC ! Anyway not the first time I no have internet le. haha... not a big problem. HA !

(2) What would you do if there is no PC !
A: Experienced it before also when my harddisk crashed ! Feel pretty helpless but then again, on with my routine, la kopi first. When back, use my iphone to surf the net and check mails !!! muahaha...

(3) What would you do if there is no internet, PC and handphone !!!
A: That is really a though one and I guess my answer will be to sleep !!! and most prob I will just leave the office and go to some quiet place and stone.

2010-09-08T21:23:00.002+08:00

Wow. It sure is a long time since I last post some stuff. Oh well, I am back again with the aim to improve my memory this time BY recalling yesterday's stuffs so it may get boring sometimes but it is all in the bid for me to improve my memory !

Yesterday was the day to fetch my grandma back to malaysia so as usual, I was waken up by the commotion made by my parents as they are preparing and of course my usual DOG alarm (he manage to have a good bio clock and barks at 8plus-9am everyday to wake us up) It was a dread for me to get up as the previous night, I slept late as I was out with my vios club khakis to pray for the seventh month and of course all the chit chatting and catching up till 1am.... my gosh ! Not really have a choice to just excuse myself to go home as I will feel pai seh....

The drive to kukup was smooth and it took us just 1hr 30mins (normally 2-2.5 hrs) to reach the sea side food centre for our lunch. And carried on our journey to kukup. And somehow along the way over just a distance of 29km.... my parents and my grandma started quarrelling and all three of them were almost screaming.... imagine my agony... not enough sleep, long drive... then now have to withstand the screaming..... haiz ! Luckily I manage to reach kukup in juz 20mins and end the agony ! When we reached my grandma's place, everything all of sudden just turn out okay again just as if the quarrel never took place ! Amazed........ Fast forward... My time there was comprises of playing with the kids (as usual the 'gym' weight lifting exercise thingy) and this time seventh month praying again ! Helping my uncle to burn the 'papers' (not sure what to call that) and it was really really really very very very HOT ! and maybe that explains the reason for my headache for the whole day today.... :s At around 3pm, I was telling my parents that maybe we should be heading home but they seems reluctant hence we drag till 5plus then have to rush to leave and try to beat the jam..... pretty funny, can relax and slowly do things don't want, like to drag and end up rushing... guess everyone is like that including me :p and really lucky the trip back was a sweet 1.5hrs too although I have to detour to two places for my parents to buy things AND pray again ! Yesh, again for the seventh month (this time is for our family de) I was really very tired and turned in for an early night.

Today morning I woke up with a really bad headache.... Bad start... :(
But I remember to msg my dear to wish her happy birthday ! :) and her reply brightens up my day :) So it is a good start afterall :) Went to the petrol kiosk to have a car wash as the car was really dirty after the trip up north and guess what ! It rains !!! How come it rains almost every time after I washed my car (@.@) haha... Reached my lab and rushed my experiments... Tedious job of having to aligned four tiny gold wire on my samples..... Imagine big clumsy hands with tini wini little gold wires ! Drained 60% of my daily energy..... -.-" Went canteen for lunch but the crowd was ridiculous until I can't even walk into the canteen !!! So just bought one sandwich and a piece of cake to eat ! Kaoz ! Don't even know want to put these food in the left side or the right side of my stomach... Maybe when I drop it in my stomach, I can't even hear echoes of the drop loh ! so small... haha... Anyway after that have to meet my Prof's secretary to help her to carry refreshments to the meeting room (yah.. part of my student job, to do sai gang...), went to look for my Prof briefly but I wasn't really prepared and I went to look for him... so sort of mess up things a bit.... Eg. request something from him but I do not have the details so he could not help also.... Think he must be wonder what am I up to loh.... Back to lab stone a while and I felt bad for not preparing anything for my dear.... Squeeze my CMI brain a bit more and I decided to make her a birthday card... Made a few prototypes.... and finally the card !!! I really hope she like it.... It is not a lot of things... but I really spent time thinking and doing it.... after that is clearing my emails and then preparing for my tutorial teaching next week... and of course to meet my dear to pass her the card I made... Saw her received the card but don't know if she is disappointed or not that I only made a card for her... : Hence feeling a bit down that I have not done enough for her... :( Haiz....

And what is the best part..... In typical Chongwei's life style... when I am feeling down... more has to come.... one of my friend sms me telling me that she is very sad and feeling down.... (how I wish I could tell her that I am feeling down too....) but as usual to the Chongwei's analogy, I manage to cheer her up and put in encouragment words. Maybe one day, I should record the number of people I manage to cheer up when they are feeling down....

Okay, enough for now... headache is coming back.... got to rest le... tata

2010-02-19T08:36:00.002+08:00

Today is the fourth day I am in Japan. Gosh, seem like ages I have been Japan. Maybe because of the dreadful weather. Apparently it is at 4 degs most of the time as opposed to the 7-10 I saw on website. Faintz... So I was not really prepared for 4 degs and fell sick on the first night... Lucky I got some herbal tea thingy for cold de and it 'saved' me ! Now at least I am more used to the coldness and will not shiver le. But I still get bad headaches everyday and I really wonder why... Last night had a party and it was really funny. I would say Japanese becoming so fun loving when they are drunk... I should say when they are partying. I still woke up early in the morning and I really wonder why my right ear still feel stuck until now... ever since at the air plane, I got an ear problem from the pressure.. Sianz... Till now still stuck most of the time.. And while typing this post, my right ear amazingly cleared while I was yawning. haha... Astonished ! Maybe I should yawn more to clear my ears. haha. There seem to be no coherence in my posting so I guess I am just too tired. Shall sign off here. tata

2010-02-14T18:18:00.003+08:00

Wow, the last time I updated my blog was when I was talking about going to Japan and now I am really flying off tomorrow. Preparations have been rather frustrating all thanks to the super hot weather this two days... now is 31.7 degs ! and Japan is going to be like 7-10 degs only...

I realised that I have been so busy recently that I have neglected so many of my friends. Only after reading their blog or meet up or through a phone call then I realised how much has happened. It is just a bit overwhelming how come so much can happened within a month of me 'disappearing' and nothing seems to happen when I was contacting them almost everyday. I guess that is how life is... And during my QE, I have friends who normally would not really care about me all of sudden calling me and messenging me to ask me to jia you. It is really nice of them and sweet. And I have tons of CNY messages being sent to me. Wow... But the worst part is my stupid phone crashed !!!! hence I lost all my contacts... Faintz... So I have to go like "Ehm... My hp crash and I lost all my contacts, do you mind if you let me know who you are...." But with that, it is quite amazing how so many long lost friends (even hi-bye friends !) started msging me and I really long to meet up with them and catch up.

One joyful thing for me is of course I have finally completed my qualifying oral presentation which has been such a torture for me. It is really stretching me and giving so much stress until I almost went nuts. (There is one time I even started developing caustrophobia within my office cubicle) Talk about how bad it can be. But I am quite glad that it turns out well and it is over and hearing the "you passed" words from their mouth. Sweet ! After rushing for my QE report, then the presentation and now I got to rush for my Japan trip. Now I am seriously thinking how many times I will get lost in Japan. haha... I am trying (not very effort nor trying very hard) to download Japan map into my phone... And the voice guiding part is going to expire again. Kaoz... Cause when the voice guide expires, my whole program cannot be used ! Stupid right. Really eat money fast sia.

Now lastly CNY greetings. May this new year be a fruitful one for everyone. Wish everyone great health. May those who are in relationships enjoy peace and happiness, those who do not have partners find one. Those who have low paid job and over taxing jobs find better ones.

Cheers and Huat Ah !!! :)

2010-01-26T09:22:00.003+08:00

Waa... just a blink of an eye and it is past so long since I last updated my blog le. I am so amazed with myself that I have successfully made this !

This is what people called a fruit flower ! At least it looks great in photo and of course it smell super nice in real life. Fragrant strawberry (although very sour ! despite the costly price), pineapple, cherry tomato and grapes !
Another thing is my Japan trip is confirmed as I have booked my air tix le. Will be there from 15 Feb to 27 Feb. Second time I going on overseas research trip, full of anticipation and a bit of boredom as I will be alone and also missing someone in Singapore. BUT I shall source for some car parts or electronic products to make up for the boredom ! Let me target EITHER or maybe all :p of these:

(1) A good digital camera
(2) Chocolate biscuit (Japan speciality, forgot what they call it)
(3) Car related stuffs ? (no idea what they have there)
(4) Some gifts !!!
(5) Any form of unique stuffs

And hopefully the place will be exciting enough for me to take lots of photos !!! keke... That's all for now. (^.^) tata

2010-01-14T13:23:00.002+08:00

Wow, time really flies and it has already been so many days since I last updated my blog. Got a couple of things I wanted to say BUT as usual I have forgotten about them. haha... Now taking a short break away from writing my QE report which is getting really boring and tiring... Yawnz...
Recently, I seems to have a strong craving for black beans and worst thing is it is not easy to get and secondly, I have forgetten where I can get them... Argh.....

2010-01-07T19:41:00.003+08:00

Oh well, the air has been cleared today. I did not contact any chicken pox and best of all, Mr M did not contact chicken pox too. Instead he contact Shingles which in my context is more serious as it will burn the nerve system which really sounds horrible ! Hope he will be fine. Anyway I was down with a bad headache today hence did not go work. Quite weak recently, wondering if it is due to the vaccine jab or it is just me. Best part is I think i am going to lose weight again. Yay... reaching my targetted weight really soon :)

And next for the more interesting stuffs, my friends were discussing about resignation letter and here goes: (I wonder if anyone really dares send this kind of letter. :p)

Dear Mr KNS,

This letter is to inform you about my resignation from my post as "overworked, under-paid, abused, condemned and under-appreciated". My last day after servicing the one month notice would be on XX Feb 2010.

I would like to take this opportunity to thank you for the learning opportunities (as if there were any) and the kind guidance (also read as criticism, sarcasm and humiliation) and appreciation (by abusing me... everyday OT). I had received (suffered) throughout my XX years of working in this god-forsaken shit hole.

Please let me go ( I'll go even if you don't want me to OR I can even pay you to let me go... over my dead body HAHAHA ) Great Thanks !
This is a letter to inform and not a letter of approval. Dear Mr KNS, please bear this in mind. Your acknowledgement makes no difference.

2010-01-06T12:08:00.002+08:00

Why I have time to blog now is because I am now doing self quarantine cause of chicken pox all thanks to Mr M who is walking around the lab with chicken pox... :(
Now my worse fear is spreading it to my friends who have been out with me... Argh... Feeling really shitty now.... :( Hope it is a false alarm as the doctor say not confirm and need to monitor one more day which means I will miss the after experiment and tonite's movie..... Haiz..

2010-01-05T15:50:00.003+08:00

It is a brand new year and I guess it is really a long time since I last update my blog and I am really glad that it is still around and not being deleted :)
So many things going on recently and I am really having problems remembering them with my puny CMI memory. The first to update is I kena a 9 pts summon after 5 yrs of driving !!! Come as a big attack to me considering how much I wish to keep a clean record (not that I am trying very hard to considering the speeding I always do) BUT it happened on the day before my birthday !!! And last year's birthday surprise was really well done ! minus some small glitches. Well done ppl for using my two trusted baobeis to 'trick' me BUT too bad u guys forgot to park ur car in the correct places. haha... :p anyway it is still a very pleasant surprise and first time i kena summon and my feeling still not that bad. So the very first black mark in my driving career, think it is time for me to give up on the defensive driving course and advance driving course le.... :(
And amazing I was out for almost everyday since 24th to 27 !!! But my fading memory does me no good in remembering what I did cause I was out with the same person and the sequence with which events occur just jumble up. BUT if I am not wrong with the chronological order, the first one should be a movie in jubilee... eh.. watching... eh... oh yah... Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 ! Sort of prefer the first one better. Next to update is the 'amazing' response I get from a person whom wants to remain unnamed is the lack of response from a surprise that was given. Oh well, better luck next time, or perhaps it was really not surprising at all. Next time should add some party poppers or something that really comes with a big bang when opened to have some real surprise (X_X). Next of course that I rememebered most clearly was the super embrassing moment that I saw and it clearly matches well with stories told by my malay technician. The situation is I ordered a set dinner in crystal jade and first dish was coffee chicken which was nice and not too coffee-ly, second dish was prawns with shell fried in salt and pepper, salt and pepper, something I like a lot, okay, let's not digress. While I was busy munching and enjoying the food, the waitress served a bowl of 'soup' and as I was busy munching, I could not hear what she said and I asked my friend and my friend told me it is for the prawns which made me really puzzled. And before I was able to realised what it really was, my friend dip the spoon in and tasted it telling me it is not nice at all. Then the malay story struck my mind and I asked the waitress and the 'soup' turns out to be water for washing hand... hmm..... talk about evil, I was laughing non stop and ended getting retribution by accidentally knocking over my honey drink and making my feet all sticky. (So morale of this story: Place your glass of drink in a safe place before laughing at someone. :p)

Next to update is the amazing place I went for the new year countdown !!! I can bet no one will be able to guess it right, It was in a temple, sort of a blessing kind of count down for good health and world peace, I guess that is really important so I forgo the fireworks and went to the temple to join my family. After that went to meet JQ by getting the Honda Diracc, finally using it again after so long, really waste of the membership fees sia. Shortly after the drive, both of us concluded that the civic hybrid was a nice car but it is just too slow..... It is all about driving and trying really hard to conserve the momentum, once you lose the momentum, you got yourself a really slow car. Went to TCC at changi, I tried to order something refreshing but it turns out to be toooooo refreshing and it comes in mint ! something I really hated. (@.@) and the pie JQ ordered tasted like mussels (X.X). No more TCC for me !

One of the day, I went to watch Sherlock Holmes, really nice show, quite unexpected of it and I really dislike midnight shows if not for the few tixs that I manage to get due to my friend's agony over his GF's unwillingness to watch the movie at late night after her long hours of working and my friend's fault for not informing her beforehand and making the decision to buy two tixs for a midnight show.. phew... In short, I get to watch the show for free ! :p until he demand the money back from me.

Another really crazy thing I did was, had a movie that was going to start at 740pm in cathay, reached parkmall at 650pm cause wanted to eat fish & co. Walked into fish & co hoping to have a quick dinner so my friend say, seafood platter for 1. I was thinking why not seafood platter for 2.. hmm... then my friend counter by saying why not seafood platter for 1 PLUS chilli crab ! COOL, and we ordered and totally forgotting about the movie time until after a long wait for the food to come, we realised that it is really late and we will be late for the movie by about 10 mins UNTIL the food came and I thought, well, guess we are going to miss more than 10 mins of the movie SO came one super er xin thought, change the show timing again to another day !!!! And it works, wahaha...

A new day of a new year at work. M is back from US and I was talking to M for the whole morning on all the research stuffs until afternoon came a shocking news for me. M got chicken poxs !!!!!!!!! I am already starting to itch... Argh....

Hence today morning went to take a vaccine jab for chicken pox and the doctor said it quite convicingly, "It is not 100% that you will be immune BUT even if you get it, it will be less serious sounds good to me and next is the chances of me getting inflicted due to the moring contact is only 1% if I take the jab okay, I am convince as long I do not get it. The jab made me all dizzy and I went back home to sleep until office called me to settle some things... X!#%$#^ can't they leave me along.... but anyway that is all for now that my memory can remember. Tata

2009-08-18T12:38:00.007+08:00

Wow, its been a long time since I last update my blog. Now I really got the urge to update cuz of Ostriches !!! I really love them. :) Let the photos do the talking.

Ostrich Egg Lamp !!!

Ostrich Egg lamp in action !!!

Guess this is a male or female ? Answer is male !!!

Look at its long fluffy neck, I manage to touch it :p

Feeding time !!!

Close up of young ones, you can see I took it from the top, the grown up are all very tall. haha..

Close up shot.

Don't they look cute in close up shot ? :)

Twins, culprit for leaving marks on my hand too.

Two weeks old and look at its size !!!

One day old ostrich that just hatch out from an egg !!!

Ostrich Egg and its content !!! It is very heavy, approximately 7+kg !!!

2009-04-30T23:20:00.002+08:00

wooohooooo. My exams are officially over ! Yeah ! So happy sia. haha... At least the pressure is now much reduced. So now to fulfil my promise and I got to plan to meet up with some of my friends who looked for me during my exams :)

Next update is due to the swine flu, I may not want to go US le. Better to stay home for the time being. Yeah !!! EXAMS OVER !!! yay !!! (^_^)

2009-04-24T23:35:00.003+08:00

Recently really bad for my health... Been having lots of headaches and it seems like never ending. Unable to take it anymore, I decided to pop two panadol extra. Second time I taking le. CMI.... All I need to do is to tahan until next thur then it will be over !!! Gambade neh !!!

2009-04-23T17:03:00.003+08:00

Just finishing a meeting and I am fuming right now. How appreciative can a person get ! After a week of hard work and setting my revision aside, all I get in return is "I believe the electrical measurements can be gotten in 1 minute, it can't be take one week to do it right ?" So he think the samples drop from the sky ! Pe Che !!!

Don't want to talk about that le. Another thing is.... I am aching all over... Argh... Old le, go one RT then now super tired, muscles ached.. haha... CMI sia.

2009-04-22T01:26:00.002+08:00

For people who wondering why I have not been updating my blog is because my EXAMS are coming !!! 27 and 30 this month. Very hectic studies !! And the worst part is once I go school, I will be asked to help them with experiments ! !@#!@$@#@ don't they know I got exams coming, still come and bother me. Kaoz.

Next thing that is amazing despite me sleeping so late everyday, I found out that most of my friends sleep late too ! I was really amazed to find quite a number of them coming online from 1am onwards. wow. haha.. Cool, someone for me to talk to at night. :)

Final thing I wanna touch on is my stupid headache is here again !!! Been getting constant headaches... Must be due to staying up late at night to study... Althought I woke up late in the morning but that does not really help much... Think I better go sleep le, still got to do experiment tmr... oh, is later..haha. still got to do experiment tmr and after that still got army RT !!! shack. haha...

2009-04-07T10:26:00.002+08:00

No new post for so long ? The reason is simple. Life outside army life is even more hectic !!!
My exams are coming soon le. Trying very hard to find time to study. But I wish to do it the way I have always done. I shall play hard first before I start hiding in my cave to study ! This will be the last week I play. After that it is full time mugging ! GAMBADE NEH !!!

Some updates about my car !! I just fitted in the side skirts for my car. So my car's body kit is finally completed ! Spray on my own the side skirt from original blue to malt black. Abit my skill was not really that good, the top lining portion still leave some marks that it was blue in the past. faintz.... lazy no time to respray again cause it will be very tedious to take it out again. Other updates are doing lots of street racing recently. Perhaps stress bah, need to relieve stress. Currently other ways not available hence choose the car racing portion :p so far quite surprise though that my car is still holding up well wins most of the time male ego boosting ! nah... not for me. I just like driving fast. The feeling of breaching the limits and the feeling of high G force and the feeling of if once phew4 chew4 will get into very serious accident kind gives me the kind of sensation ! haha... crazy huh. I thought so too. I have less than 5000km more to play with afterwhich I shall change into something more comfortable. MAYBE sell take out my sports seat, my full body kit and change to those big fat balloon tyres.... we shall see...

2009-03-24T20:09:00.003+08:00

Finally get to book out for a while to breathe some fresh air and excape from the hectic reservist.... how hectic it is ? imagine working from 730am to 3am non stop.. since monday.. think our officer finally cannot tahan and decided to give everyone some time off to relax cause tmr is going to be the same again !!!! kaoz....

Next is nan de can come out and... AND I can't find dinner khakis... faintz. haha... the person i wanna eat with not free. faintz... so i end up in ntu working. wahaha... think i siao le. but what else can i do, and i dun want to drive all the way home and then sit down for less than 1 hrs plus then got to leave le to go back camp. like so bo liao. So must well just go ntu and nua... (my camp is very near to ntu. haha..)

So now deciding on what i am going to eat. haha...

2009-03-16T09:46:00.002+08:00

Had a very busy weekend which made me felt that I really do not have time to rest. Last night was a hectic one, after the wedding dinner, had to stay behind with them till 12plus. Friends may ask me why stay then when you can choose to leave. Oh well, maybe it is just me, I felt that it is not too nice to just leave so end up staying. So what to do. This morning drag myself to school and hopefully I do not fall asleep in my night lesson.

This thur will be the start of my ICT (In camp training.... army stuffs) so I will be 'locked up' inside for 10 days (19 to 27 mar) without any booking out reason being "We have already reduced your ICT from 20 days to just 10 days, so I feel you all should make full use of the 10 days..." I still have not received any replies from my army unit if I can book out for a 'short' while to attend my lessons on mon and wed night. Guess I may missed it le. Oh no ! Already lagging behind people le then still going to miss lesson... Jia lak sia....

Thought thru for the possible two months' trip. 反正没牵挂 Most probably I will go and work and try to get good results ! That's all for now. tata.

2009-03-13T15:48:00.001+08:00

Today after busy from 7am till now ! I got a shocking news.. I may need to go over to US for attachment for 2 months... Dunno if I should be happy or what... Mixed feelings. But for the time being is sian feeling... Haiz..

2009-03-13T08:31:00.002+08:00

Wow... I really can't imagine that this is the second day in this week that I reached school before 7am !!! Must be siao sia.. haha.. Really not enough time considering I got so many things to do. From 7am to 830am, I manage to write out the detailed progress workplan, eat breakfast, spill the coffee on my shirt and wash it and now portion of my shirt is all wet !!! Enough. Now look on the bright side.
Someone ask me out for concert tmr night. It is kind of nice the way it is put through, "I could not think of anyone else except you hence I ask if you wanna go watch" Oh well, it is the thought that counts, at least some friends do remembered me after the london short course. Sweet ! Going to have a busy weekend ahead. Sat afternoon will be lunching with kelvin lim the birthday boy at saltwater cafe (first time i go changi village during the day time !!!) and after that is concert at night. Sunday night will be one of my vios club buddy wedding ! (so many ppl birthday and wedding sia. siong !) Sunday morning plan to go do some exercise !!! Now in the midst of conning my bb to go cycling with me in the morning 8am !!! and after that klunch at 11am. BB... BB.... you reading this ? haha... :p

2009-03-10T07:25:00.002+08:00

I woke up at 6am this morning and I pia thru the traffic and reach office at 645am all in the bid to start work earlier because I am really running short of time. Got lots of work to do and here I am taking a short break to complain before I go back to work. Have not been updating is just simply because I am too busy ! Very hectic lifestyle recently. This week on last minute course, next week and the following one will be on reservist. shack. haha... That's all for now.

2009-03-01T17:09:00.002+08:00

我总觉得自己在这个世界里好像没地位。有时还让我在想如果有一天我在这个世界消失了，是否有人会发现我一消失或为我而哭泣。现在工作这麽忙，令我喘不过气来，连sunday都要来工作。好没life喔。。。看来有些事情是应该放弃了，没有必要一直想去追求。这是个curse来的，谁叫我以前一直让人伤心，现在是我的报应。任命吧！我只想更你们说，对不起。。。

2009-02-28T12:24:00.001+08:00

有多少爱可以重来(国) 迪克牛仔

常常责怪自己当初不应该

常常后悔没有把你留下来

为什么明明相爱

到最后还是要分开

是否我们总是徘徊在心门之外

谁知道又和你相遇在人海

命运如此安排总教人无奈

这些年过得不好不坏

只是好像少了一个人存在

而我渐渐明白

你仍然是我不变的关怀

有多少爱可以重来

有多少人愿意等待

当懂得珍惜以后归来

却不知那份爱会不会还在

有多少爱可以重来

有多少人值得等待

当爱情已经桑田沧海

是否还有勇气去爱

谁知道又和你相遇在人海

命运如此安排总教人无奈

这些年过得不好不坏

只是好像少了一个人存在

而我渐渐明白

你仍然是我不变的关怀

有多少爱可以重来

有多少人愿意等待

当懂得珍惜以后归来

却不知那份爱会不会还在

有多少爱可以重来

有多少人值得等待

当爱情已经桑田沧海

是否还有勇气去爱

有多少爱可以重来

有多少人愿意等待

当懂得珍惜以后归来

却不知那份爱会不会还在

有多少爱可以重来

有多少人值得等待

当爱情已经桑田沧海

是否还有勇气去爱

2009-02-27T13:51:00.002+08:00

最近发生了好多事情令觉得好心烦。我还真的开始对自己越来越没信心了。。不知道为什么，好不舒服啊。。。

2009-02-24T09:24:00.002+08:00

Had a fruitful weekend. keke. Enjoyed it.

Last nite was celebrating jy's surprise birthday and we plan to surprise his at 12 midnite to celebrate his birthday. And guess what ! His Mian4 Zhi3 is big enough to invite THREE POLICE car to grace his birthday !!! (In actual fact is we got complained !!!! ) Kaoz... My IC has been recorded again !!!! Ma Chiam once a year affair like that, think I am going to be blacklist for illegal gathering soon. haha... The most funny part is, when we fetch him to his bus, I myself got a shock, cuz his whole bus is up in smoke... Thought they decided to burn his bus !!! Then next fun thing is when I uncover his blindfold, what he first saw is not the happy birthday stuffs we prepared for him. Instead it is the police car and police man he saw. wahaha... think super cmi sia. very funny also. haha... even the policeman also ke lian him. wahaha... say he got sabo big time. he say something like (while looking at the heavily vandalised bus)
Police: Whose bus is this ? (pointing to the bus)
JY: Mine....
Police: Whose birthday is it ?
JY: Mine also.....
Police: No wonder. haha... (-_-")
Win le loh. haha.. That's all for now first. got training at 930 !!! and it is now !! haha.. late le. tata.

2009-02-20T22:39:00.002+08:00

Amazingly my lappy cannot type chinese so u all have to bear with chinese question and answer in english. haha..

1.你認為分手後的男女朋友還能做普通朋友嗎?
Can ah. Why not ? It just means not able to be couple, sometimes it is better to be good friends.

2.最大的願望？
I wish all those who are around me are always happy.

3.最近最快樂的事情是什麼?
When I am feeling very busy and down, someone is there to console and accompany me.

4.最近最困擾的事？
Why my work keep on increasing although I am completing them everyday.

5.最喜歡的卡通人物？
Crayon Sinchi

6.最近一次罵髒話的時候？
What the fish !!!

7.你很愛的人背叛你，你會怎麼樣？
I will be very sad but I am willing to forgive and give one more chance.

8.如果可以回到過去，最想改變的事情？
I should have treat them better. I should not mention who are the them.

9.如果威力彩（就是toto吧）中獎得10億，會怎麼用？
Buy cars !!! Share with my family. Do charity work by helping those less developed countries.

10.忘記一個人需要多久的時間？
very very long. but if u do not get to see the person, it will be slighty faster.

11.能夠改掉自己的一項個性，最想改掉哪個？
Don't be too good to everyone.

12.最近常問自己一個問題？
Why am I helping when that person do not appreciate at all.

13.你愛自己嗎？
Yeah !

14.最喜歡台灣（新加坡/馬來西亞）的哪個地方？
Kukup !

15.曾經有過人生很無趣的想法嗎？為什麼？
Got. Bored mah, of course will think of stupid things.

16.如果不幸你最愛的人得了不治之症，你最想為她/他做什麼？
I will give up everything and accompany her till the last moment.

17.如何面對工作的挫折與壓力，當個快樂工作人？
There are always several sides u can view a problem. Always look on the bright side.

18.請推薦一項最近吃過好吃的東西?
70% dark chocolate !!

19.如果只剩一個月的壽命，你最想做甚麼？
I will want to use this time to thanks those people who have been my good friends and helped me.

20.對於最近看完的一本書有什麼心得，或對書中的哪一句話印象最深？
I don't really read but I do have a quote I like.
"Look at life from different perspective"

2009-02-17T01:27:00.002+08:00

Recently had a rather depress and moody feeling. Work rise from 1 to 11 after the first meeting and to 13 after the second meeting and to 15 after today. Why it never decrease and increase is just because the rate at which I am being given those tasks are just too overwhelming. This afternoon just received a task to write a proposal writeup and got to submit by tmr morning 930am. faintz. so tmr i got to wake up at 6am just to go offfice to use the word 2003 cuz my lappy got a cmi word 2000. wahaha... getting lots of formatting error. haiz... seldom do i wanna end my entry with haiz de... but this time really is haiz.. depressing.

2009-02-15T22:49:00.002+08:00

Just attend a wedding dinner on valentine's day. It was a wonderfully sweet thing to do and thinking of the path they have gone thru for a total of 10 years !!! That is really long. You Qing Ren Zhong Chen Jian Shu. Something like that, chinese a bit cmi. haha. Now I am starting to wonder, how come I don't have the feeling of finding someone to be together with.....

I don't really know, maybe i have to learn to trust again. ta.

2009-02-13T16:12:00.003+08:00

Recently I am really really busy.... From one task on tuesday becoming three on wednesday and on thur viola !!! 14 tasks !!! Where got so much time to finish so many things... Yawnz.. Tiring. Super busy day today. Guess got to OT till late again. There goes my friday nite... Supper anyone ?

2009-02-10T18:56:00.000+08:00

Qi4 Shi2 Wo3 Le4 !!!!!!!!!!!
Super pe che now. kaoz.....

2009-02-10T18:15:00.002+08:00

Its 615pm and I am still updating my blog... why ? simple. Doing experiment loh. Tmr going to have a meeting with my co-supervisor.. Hmm wondering what to report to him... Let me backtrack with my cmi brain.

future plan
11 feb wed service and maintenance of carbon system(yesh, is i do de, not technician), send samples for PECVD sio2, afternoon meeting
12 feb thur Send samples to rahgu if possible, Treat surface of SiO2 for PS ball
13 feb fri Do PS ball, Ar etch, O2 etch !!! Carbon nanowire !!!! hopefully
14-15 sat sun
16, 17 mon,tue indentation testing
18 feb wed Ar etch on ps ball, DRIE for Si nanowire
19 feb thur

past plan
10 feb tue a-C deposition (30mins failed, 30mins later taking out to see)
9 feb mon a-C deposition (40mins failed)
7-8 feb sat and sun, compress air down, not able to use equipment
6 feb fri (30mins failed) frank do up the system, meeting with edwin via online
5 feb thur cyro regen again due to first power failure, turbo start up due to second power failure
4 feb wed pumping down of system
3 feb tue cyro regen
2 feb mon (20mins successful 500nm)

2009-02-10T15:32:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..... I am going crazy.... haha... Was doing experiement just now... 5 hrs of experiment time and out comes junk.. Failed product... Went over to another school to pre-treat my samples first then put in my system to run process.. .then realise the student who previously used it have change the parameters !!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............... faintz.... now my pump is starting to throw out smoke... signs that it is dying soon... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

2009-02-10T09:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I just attended a very depressing lesson, totally cannot understand. Felt depress sia... This morning was even more depressing, I hit the red light at almost all the traffic light junction.. kaoz.... Sianz...

2009-02-09T13:51:00.003+08:00

Heyz everyone, how was your weekend. I just bought a super super glue on saturday. It is able to mend a broken slipper in just 3 seconds, after which you can bend and pull it without it breaking. Naturally, I was easily impressed and bought three bottles for $5. Cheap so is okay. What leaves me more amazed are the instructions. I shall just state four of them out and mind you, I did not intentionally choose any of them, I just simply type it word for word out from one side of the box.

(1) Carefully don't let the glue drop into the eye, if immodesty contact, can flush of seek the doctor to handle with water.

(2) Keep out of reach of children

(3) The attention not lets the glue the contact the skins.

(4) Deposit:Cool dry have no the sunlight to shoot the place,and use the empress namely cover tight.

Even typing it out make me feel super er.... I cannot tahan. I want to type out the other side of the box for you ppl to read. haha..

USE:
Can ina a twinkling glue to match the every kind of metals rubber leather plastics timber porcelain and ceramics jade jewelry handibraft product car glass electric applicances spare parts etc.

METHOD OF USING:
1 use ,will first two the water of coalescense things varnish rust the dust clearance is clean, and combineto beat to whet neat fit fogether the position. Because of its have no to fill the characteristic of the crevice.

2 break themouth of a bottle with pinprick,andlightly extrude a little amount glue even draw the cloth a the thing is superficial,fleetness with abother a thing coalescence stick positive,bring pressure roughly 10 seconds, immediately glue to match.

3 if have to glue to connect not good,must afresh separate,and remove the gumlayer,repetition about operation.

(O_o")

2009-02-06T14:02:00.003+08:00

I seriously Murphy Law really exist sia. Yesterday, someone's mechanical pump in the lab end up in smokes and trip the electrical power supply in the lab.. so end up, my equipment cyro pump needs to be regen (a process that takes 1 day to complete) hence I used the other pump in my system (turbo pump) and guess what, I went off to do some work and come back..... the turbo pump has crash.. apparently another power trip... So all my lab's cyro pump is down !!!! and must be immediately regen... if not one pump coat ~$70k will just go down the drain !!! imagine four of them down !!! And luckily my turbo pump survive the crash... turbo pump cost $50k !!! faintz.... But luckily yest wait till nite time then still manage to do the experiment with the turbo pump. BUT !!! today took out the sample.... FAILED product.. argh........ now got to redo again the 8 hrs process... Siong ah !!!!

2009-02-05T10:21:00.002+08:00

While on my way to office today, I saw a WRX automatic JDM spec. First thought is wow, cool. That may be a car I want to change to the next time. So I went to chase after it. And alas was I disappointed... That car although fully modify... is slow.... Disappointingly slow. Thought it should have no problem pulling away from me but end up... I can overtake it... Faintz.... So WRX automatic is not going to be on my next car list, neither WRX manual standard version which did not manage to pull away from me either.... But I hate evos.. haha... and they are not that great also, got turbo lag... Maybe a civic type R. It is NA forever !!! but turbo got more kick leh. haha.. see how bah. Too bad here not america. If not I will get the Dodge Charger with a V8 6 liters engine or the extreme version 8 liter one. haha... don't understand what i meant, then go watch the show fast and furious 2.

2009-02-04T12:04:00.002+08:00

First of all, Congratulation to JQ for passing her driving test. wohoho... one more person to fetch me around le. keke..

Went for a jog yesterday night, was doing interval training... just 4 rounds then I pi4 to3 ka1 le. super cmi. haha. See stars, cannot breathe properly. wahaha.. think too old le, next time better not push myself too hard. But the good news is, my body no ache. wahaha. This means my body is now used to the exercise le, so I can now do more intense exercising without worrying about body ache.

Just back from lunch. I have left this entry since morning. wahaha. still have not publish it. also forgot wanna write what le. Let me stop here for now bah. tata.

2009-02-03T11:22:00.003+08:00

Think my body is crashing down on me le.... Been feeling very unwell recently... Today woke up with a very bad stomache.... Diarrhoea like nobody's business... shack.... Hao Xing Ku ah..... And if I did not anyhow eat things..... Unless the food in subway turns bad le. haha cause I do not know how to differentiate good and spoilt food. Maybe that is the reason why I always get stomache and food poisoning. HA !

Anyway very excited now cause my bao bei JQ is going to have her driving test later !!! Going there to support her ! Hope I hear some good news (^_^)

2009-02-02T10:20:00.002+08:00

First of all, I like to give credits to my baobei lh for helping me to change the blog skin. Apparently I know nuts about these stuffs. haha..

One weekend just passed and I played two days of mj !!! Can't believe it. Sat was a leisure game whereas sun was the siong one.. Played with two experts.... Super stress sia cause I am not good at it. haha... Only good at the computer version.

This week I shall pia my thesis !!! Yesh.. I know drag for very very very very very very very very long le.. haha.. but deadline approaching so got to pia a bit le. haha...

And lastly... My equipment got problem again !!!!! This time the substrate holder cannot rotate !!! Faintz.... Think it is a sign.. I should carry on play games.... Don't bother to try to work. wahahaha ;p

That's all for now. tata (^_^)

2009-01-29T15:50:00.002+08:00

Waa..... office hour and I come to blog... Firstly, I am very bored... Secondly, I am still very bored. haha.... Nonsense.... stop here.

"Chu Yi, Shi Wu must pray to my equipments". This verse from my senior is so accurate. haha... both equipments giving me problems... but at least I solve one !!! Although it is a tedious work, do up the heater then the plasma connector gives me problem. do up the plasma connector, the pump give me problem.. so I change the pump oil !!! And viola !!! now everything working fine. Hope my students dun spoil it again. HA ! the other equipment is my new baby... and it is not working fine too !!! got some minor vacuum leakage problem... shall solve that later !

Had a hectic lecture yesterday nite, the lecturer is sure a KO king. ma chiam 20% of the lecture people sleeping after he started talking for an hour !!! But surprisingly I was wide awake !!! Power rite !!! Everyone sleep means I should even pay more attention ! Then only I know and others dun know !!! Wahahahahahaha....

Paused for half hour cuz being called down to pass samples to a RF. haha... Oh yah, where was I... hmm... Wanted to write something de but forgot le...

Oh yah.. now another thing is my bao bei is having problems with relationship again. haha... guess too friendly to some guys again and end up the guy likes her but then the problem is she is attached !!! Think to be my bao beis' boyfriend is not easy at all wo.. One is treated like maid, the other is being treated like slave. Wahahaha.... That's all for now. Tired le. haha... going to play some games !!!

2009-01-25T02:37:00.002+08:00

Went to river hong bao today. Went espanade carpark at 925pm... thought it was suppose to be $1.50 after 9pm.. but alas... now change to after 10pm then $1.50 per entry.. before that was a whopping $5.50 per entry!!! unwilling to spend so much more just because i was early by 40mins.. i drove out again to park at the next nearest which was singapore flyer which end up is $1.20 for half hour !!!! lagi ex... faintz... but nonetheless still park cuz lazy to change place again le.
oh it was such a disappointment when i reached. I finished it in 10 seconds !!!! it is ridiculous. Starting with the stupid security check at the entrance (who in the world would bring a bomb into there sia..). on the left is the food section which is smaller than even a small pasa malam... the center is the stage which is rather nice considering we can sit at the audience seats to watch the stage performance on the floating platform. that's about all... oh yah.. and not forgetting the fortune god. keke... today wind direction wrong !!!! all the 'gold' fly to the back of the fortune god and there is the restricted area !!! and the security guards happily stop ppl from going in but ownself happily collect the 'gold'........ win le loh.... shall learn zhuge liang wind direction change before i go !!! Anyway disappointing he2 pan4 this year. can dun bother to go le... should have gone chinatown instead.... oh well yesh, although i have said that i am going since last week... haha.. have not gone yet... shall find one day to go there ! that's all for now. tata (^_^)

2009-01-24T01:29:00.002+08:00

Time past really fast. I am getting old le. HA ! I have totally no idea what I have been busy with recently and I have neglected my blog. Shall try to update it more often and get my readers back. Let me see what should I start with.. Oh well, guess it is the easiest to start with my car. I just realised that I have not taken photo of my car ever since it changed bumper.. hmm... sounds like a good idea to take a photo of my car le.

Anyway brain dead now. Wish all Happy Chinese New Year wo !

2008-11-06T09:16:00.003+08:00

Long time no update my blog le... Life is getting really boring. Time to spice up my life. Grace time 3 months !

2008-05-23T15:38:00.002+08:00

1)what do you want the most now?
Drive a WRX !

2)who is the person you trust most?
No one.

3)are you in love?
No.

4)Do you choose to be married... or single?
Married.

5)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Sure, why not.

6) whats ur goal for this year?
Change my car.

7)do you believe in eternity?
yes.

8)have you ever broke a person's heartthat he/she wanna commit suicide?
No, not that I know of.

9)what feelings do you love most?
The feeling of very fast acceleration in a car.

10)what are the requirements from ur other half?
I shall delete this question.
10) What car do you like the most but you know you will never get to own one ?
wahahahaha.... Veyron.

11) what kinda feelings u hate most?
Betrayal.

12) do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Yes, every single one I regard as friends. Please note the difference between I regard the person as friend and the person regard me as friend but not me.

13)What do you want to do in future?
Something that let me earn enough money to substain my spending habits and my car.

14) what is the most impt thing in ur life?
My father, mother, brother and my bao beis...... ops.. one thing ah.. haha..

15) what are you looking forward to?
Changing my car.

16) who do you hope to be always there for you?
Family.

17)what do you hope for the future?
Change to the car of my dream.

2008-04-25T10:19:00.002+08:00

1. Things I'm passionate about:
CARS !!!
MONEY !!!

2. Books I've recently read:
101 ways to modifiy a car ? haha.. doubt got such book
magazine got lots of them... Autocar asean, hotstuffs, wheels asia. haha...

3. Songs I could listen over and over again:
ohhhhhhh.. this one ah... dun noe the title leh.. haha.. but is two songs. one from each of my bao bei. haha... cuz i wanted it, then they look for me.. so sweet... haha..

4. Traits I'm attracted to in my best friends:
Oooohhh.. Understand me very well
Can tahan my nonsense very well
nice to me... sometimes.. haha..
be there for me in times when i am down
easy to confine to them when i am troubled
and of course, now hope they will car license soon. :)

5. Things I say often:
Ops, what were we talking about just now ? i forgot.
Eh... Where was I ?
(And I believe in the past) Where did I park my car ?
(Latest Additions)
Noooo nOooooo nooooo nOoooooo
If you don't know, don't act like you know !
There is nothing wrong in admitting that you are wrong.
(When someone say something wrong and insist on it) I just reply, "If you said so" shucking my shoulders at the same time. haha..
Bao Beiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

6. Things I'd like to do before I die:
Hmm...... this is a tough one
drive a really fast car ? not mine is okay.
drive past 200km/h and see how it feels like
do some actual drifting and not like now just skidding around
get ppl to call me doc Tan ? hahahahaha crazy idea
what else.... buy a landed property
earn big buck enough for me to spend leisurely
have a wife and childrens
and many many more... so many things undone... better hurry and get started le. haha...

Bao bei.... that's all le. haha...

2008-04-18T09:13:00.003+08:00

Wow... its been a long time since i last updated my blog.i have at last officially started work le. yay... what seems like just started work ended up like i have worked for two weeks le.. time really fly when you got lots of things to do. haha...

it sure feels kind of strange when your friend dream of you. oh well, to her she thought something bad has happened to me. and it just happen so coincidentally that the date she had her dream is the day i got the high fever... hmm....kind of coincidence huh... haha.. and guess what, after she told me she had a dream of me... that very night... (nope, i din dream of her.. haha..) I dream of my car !!! hahaha.... it is really very very funny.. that very night i had something like three dreams... power loh.. normally i dun have dreams when i sleep de. but the most impact one is my car dream. haha... it goes something like i was out dining with my friends bla bla bla.. then when i go back to carpark to collect my car.. my car is gone !!! and the most amusing thing is, when i press my alarm to search for my car, another car sounded. when i had a closer look, it is a navy blue 2007 vios. and amazingly i can auto start it... haha.... then when i drove inside it, that is when the feeling come.... its does not feel the same at all... so moral of this story is... my vios is still the best.. wahaha... wun be changing it any time soon. (^_^)

2008-02-25T21:03:00.002+08:00

I am crazy.... Really crazy.... Guess all my bao bei must be fainting soon from my uncle style of saying things... haha.. but then again... I am intending to buy an uncle car.. wahaha.. Nissan Cefiro 230JM... Hopefully.. Stilll trying to convince them leh... haha....

And my gosh... my dog just vomitted just now... scared me a lot sia... thought what happened sia... worried.... but lucky he is alright le... heng....

2008-02-22T15:09:00.002+08:00

I had a suay morning today sia.... CMI...

to start it off, i got to rush to lab early morning to rush for an experiment to produce samples for a germany prof. so i left at 8am instead of the normal 830. i was at first quite happy that i manage to leave house at 8am.. thought that i would tu tu tu.. haha... anyway i took mandai road as usual... and there was a long queue of cars waiting to go up to BKE... so i was rushing for time.. i decided to drive out to center lane and cut in at the last min... problem was there is a double white line (which means cannot lane change, if caught.. $140 plus 4 demerit points) i tried to squeeze before the double white line but guess too late... the car behind me horn me... thebus in the left lane also horn me continuously... (must be retribution for me always horning ppl) of course i bo chap and just cut in (thanks to my book of aggressive driving ;p) and guess what... which turning in... i saw the TP standing there... kaoz...... there goes 4 points.. now just got to wait for the summon to come... damn.... so i cast that aside and went from BKE to KJE..... another sai !!!! massive jam along the whole freaking KJE when i am rushing for time.... faintz..... so i jam there for some time... and tried to take the nearest exit that can e-route to sch... and guess what.. the small road got one stupid lorry who jam my road in front and keep on braking for nothing... piss...and i can't overtake him cuz there is always cars travelling along the opposite lane... ARGh.................... But I decided to tell myself... Suay finish le... Luck is going to come... I went to do experiement... Halfway my prof called me to tell me that no need to complete by 1030am le.. can do it by 230pm... yeah... relieved andi thought my luck is coming... but na..... the system die on me.... causing massive short circuit... mess up the experiment.... kill the samples... so i ended calling my prof to tell him that the experiment failed only got the previous samples... lucky enough he say it was okay.... Good luck again... u bet it.. haha... then he ask me to bring the samples to the IC DESIGN FABRICATION LAB...what is this man... only for IC DESIGN LAB OR IC FABRICATION LAB... where got put two names together le.... so i tried IC DESIGN lab first.. and damn !!!! got lab 1, 2 and 3.... fly all over the place.... then by lab 3.. i was about to give up.. but i tell myself... suay finish le.. luck is going to come... and yeah.... not that i found the person in lab 3 but instead is the technician helped me to find out where the seminar was held and i found the person..... happy sia......... so it is not a bad day afterall... so time to put my pen on the 4d and toto tixs... wahahahaha....

2008-02-21T19:21:00.002+08:00

Is it possible for two person, one with high level of education and the other with little education, to be together ?

Some possible concerns may be if they are able to accept one another. How do they meet in the first place. Can they communicate well with one another. Will the lower education one feel inferior. Will the higher education one feel that it is impossible to communicate.

When did education becomes a stepping stone inside a relationship ? What I feel is there is never education barrier in life. There is only the barrier of not wanting to learn.

But my main question is... Is it really impossible for two person with very different education level to be together...............?

2008-02-15T01:20:00.005+08:00

I seriously think I am crazy over changing car le.. haha.. Guess what.. Now I have two choices to make.. and the deadline is 20 feb.

Honda Edix

OR THE

Jaguar X-Type

Yesh yesh... I know I am crazy.. But these two are auction cars... so it is comparative cheaper too buy.. haha... Think the edix will be a more practical choice.. So now left I got to sell my car. haha.. Any takers. haha.. Market Price about $38k for a two years old vios !!! Lelong lelong. wahahaha....

2008-01-29T13:31:00.000+08:00

It has been such a long time since something gave me that kind of love and hate feeling at one go. Really cannot tahan when it is around but when it leaves, I will sort of miss it and feels funny when it is not around. But it still feel nice and sweet that it is still around (^_^)

2008-01-24T13:41:00.000+08:00

Today lunch time, went to bukit timah food center to eat. When I went in the carpark, it was very cramped and while trying to squeeze thru a slot.. i accidentally knock onto a taxi's side mirror.... then again.. i see that my side mirror no problem, i just drove off............. :p bo chap... anyway his side mirror also nothing wrong.. he also can't be bothered to look for me so i also can't be bother to look for him and we both just drove off.

Recently very troubled with my Phd application thingy............ Haiz.....

2008-01-20T00:44:00.000+08:00

it has been trillion years since i last updated my blog because i am laid back. haha.... and i decide to change my blog title to my car life. basically i will just talk about things that happened when i drive. maybe that will be interesting.

for a start, today which is just one hour ago, i almost got involved in an accident.... this stupid car was on my right hand side.... and just happily signal left and turn !!!! with me beside him. lucky i was aware of him beside me and was mentally and physically prepared... and i jam my brake when he really turn ! i horn him until like no tmr...no response... high beam... !!! no response... kaoz... if not for i was fetching my parents... i confirm chase him and give him a big big scolding... then again....i failed to purposely let him bang... if not i can change car... kaoz... that's all for now. tata. (^_^)

2007-12-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

Left just about 5 mins before my birthday officially ends. Received a lot of sms greetings from friends. First msg is from my bao bei... so happy. haha.. And some from whom I thought is still angry with me but still wish me, and some from long lost friends, some from vios club ??!?!(how they know... ) and of course lastly one from overseas. wow... gan dong sia... effort also.

Second thing I wanna add is the more I wish to avoid receiving as present and tell everyone.. I still manage to miss someone and end up getting one present which I told almost everyone I don't want. But it is soooo expensive.. I got no choice... Headache now...

Oh yah.. long time no update blog hor.. but here I am to update it. haha... Cheers (^_^)

2007-10-30T11:47:00.000+08:00

Wow.. it has really been a long time since I last blog... and I tried several times before I can get the correct password. haha...

Just wanna state something down only...

People always like to tell stories that are to their advantage. This is what I realised after hearing both side stories far too often. That is why I always like to know and find out the whole situation rather than listening to one side. Maybe that is the reason why I have slighty better judgement... wahaha.. so buay huao bai.. haha.. ;p

2007-10-04T16:50:00.000+08:00

I was quite surprised when one of my friend replied that she will be unhappy or jealous when her close friend gets too close to other people. Hmm... just a different perception of people bah, I guess. Does not really matters to me also. haha.. Just curious only. So what is the reason for a person being unhappy when the other party gets too close to a person ? Plain jealous ? Afraid of losing ? Feel that the other party now has lesser time for you ? Or some unknown reasons that is only known to the heart ? Funny isn't it ? Humans are always confusing animals to understand. Dogs are sometimes difficult to understand because they can't talk to us and we have to guess what is wrong with them. Humans can communicate but still not much better than communications with dogs.. Funny isn't it....

Pipi just went to see a doctor for lack of appetite. And it was due to the debris from the handphone that he chew down his stomache... That is a punishment for him to be so greedy... But glad that he is okay now. Lively as ever and glutton as ever. haha... (^_^)

2007-09-24T01:32:00.001+08:00

Hmmm.... first time felt tired but don't feel like sleeping. not too sure of what is going on also.. just sort of having a confusion in my mind now. guess it is just some random thought that happens to trigger concerns that I been having all the while. Hence here I wake up to crap a bit before going to sleep.

Why I am so quiet recently is because I have recovered from the stupid fever that made me bedridden for one whole week. People have commented that I have lose weight.. I guess so too, cause for the whole week, I have just been eating my most dread food, porriage. glad that i do not have to eat that anymore but then again, kind of like it too. haha...

Having not worked for one whole week really make me feel dread with the fact that I got to go work tomorrow. Kaoz... But then again, I don't really got much pressure at work too, so there is no reason why I should feel dread.. Besides, I am bored to death at home le..

How fast does one person change... Or it is not a change. I can't tell for sure but it just somehow felt funny. Someone whom you are close to and often out with just all of sudden seems to vanish from your life. It just somehow felt funny and makes me really wonder, is the person really that busy or I am just some hi bye friend to them. Oh well, that is me, I always like to think more. Now I really wonder how many of my friends know that I was sick very badly for the past whole week. It was a really painful and dreadful experience and I hoped I don't have to go thru it again.

Running out of things to write or just don't feel like writing le. anyway, that's all for now. tata

2007-09-14T11:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I had the closest shave from an accident... Almost going to land myself in hospital.. Haiz... And the thing is I did not drive my car yesterday.. It was another car.. And I ended just two inches apart from the car in front..

2007-09-13T12:07:00.000+08:00

Think I should be starting to write in some appreciatiation entries le... Considering that i have near accident almost everyday ever since I changed to new set of comfort tyres.... talk about the wrong tyres.... haiz.. what to do... already bought.. cannot be throw away...

If anything really happens to me, just wanna let you all know that I appreciate the friendship that we had. Tata.

2007-09-05T16:46:00.000+08:00

Just wanna share some photos which I find them interesting.
Firstly of course if my blar..... keke... recently been driving too fast le... so it is best that all occupants fasten their seat belts... keke... my friend commented that they will feel uncomfortable cause I am exposing the under part, so going to switch it over and take a photo of it again.

Went to treetop walk on on weekend and after being piss by a friend decided to purposely walk the longer trail.. wahaha... making everyone suffer.. This is the photo of the jelutong tower.. Looking forward to go there again.. I must be mad.. haha..

One day along a quiet stretch of road, my DIY friends.

One day at jurong point, I found this car and I happened to parked beside it... What is so special about this car ? Look below.

His rims.....

And mine !!!!! Exactly the same.. Yeah.. At that moment I almost wanted to drop a note on the owner's car window to make friends but I couldn't find a proper piece of paper in my car so I gave up the idea. Humphz....

What happens when pipi gets tired.... wahaha... make him jump over logs at the annual dog walk in pasir ris. so back at home, he gets some well needed rest in a not so typical posture... looks so like a lizard sia.... pengz...

Oh yah, and to update all other friends or friend who read my blog, recently being on a shopping craze.. Just bought some new items.

(1) Samsung E370

(2) Portable DVD player

(3) Tablet laptop

(4) Four new tyres

(5) Bla Bla Bla... haha...

That's all for now... (^_^)

2007-08-24T11:22:00.001+08:00

Was reading some blogs and come across one of my friend's blog entries and I find it interesting. There is so much questions and I decided to post my answer based on purely what I think.

Does it really matter whether a boyfriend has to send their girl home?
A: Oh well, I feel that it is just how much the girl mean to you. Although singapore is safe, there is always a "what if" but of course not a "must send", sometimes also have to see the situation. So now the next question I am even more curious to find out, so if the guy is driving, so die die must send the girl home ?!?!?! Does having a car = more convenient and easier ?!?!? Think again, sleeping in the bus or cab on the way home more shiok or got to concentrate on the road despite being tired is more shiok...... THINK !!! No wonder my father's friend rather pay her wife cab fare for her to take cab home than to rush all the way from home to fetch her home.

Do guys really tries to understand girls? Or they just assume they really are?
A: Girls easy to understand one meh ? Sometimes I think girls don't know what they want also. Guys sometimes do things more on the practical sense and girls more on the 'feeling' sense. Of course there are guys who try to understand girls so normally they end up as good friends and pals to the girls. Same feeling for me too, it would be rather scary to have a girlfriend who know me so well to the core... Kind of freaky.

Does girlfriend always sounds naggy to the guys?
A: Think aunties sounds more naggy, guess mostly due to their sharp pitch voice. wahaha... Think I am a weirdo, kind of like girl to nag me, but to a certain extent... Not everything I do then nag then sure faint... maybe 50% is a good one. haha.. But then again, if it is for the better, why not.. haha..

Does it really matter if a couple don't meet for a few weeks?
A: First thing I thought of is niu lang zhi nu. haha.. crap.. Oh well, that will depends on the individual side of activities and reason le. But it sure is a good way to test the strength of the relationship. But personally I feel, if you really like the person, I believe you will at least make some effort although tired to meet up with that person ? It is a both side thing, not single side.

Is it okay if the couple do not tell each other about their whereabouts?
A: Hmmm.... Unless the guy wanna send the girl home or the girl wanna send the guy home, if not ask for what ? unless asking about if the place is fun or not bla bla bla... if not I don't see the reason..

Is it okay to be close friends with opposite gender though you are attached?
A: Sure, why not. As long consciences is clear. Take for example, if a person's girlfriend got so many people entertain her and accompany her and hear her complains, then the boyfriend only need to do very little mah... (Personally it sucks, but this is what is happening now... kaoz... )

Does it really matters who gives more in a relationship?
A: this follows a exponential curve... Once it drops to almost 0, it is as good as dead. No boost up again, means die off.

How does one judge whether they are taken forgranted not?
A: Found that don't think about it is the best solution. Think too much most prob will end up with a world with no people helping other people cause all find it not worth. Humans are selfish in nature, how to change their thinking ??

Is it true that guys don't like to hang out with their girlfriend's friends?
A: Ehm.... basically I think guys don't mind going out unless their friends are super 'against' or 'anti' you one. But must see situation mah.. If only three person.. so you expect the girl to talk to you or her friend. Liang Bai Ju Sang. But then again, if both go shopping... why need the guy to tag along ? just like if I mod car, what can the girl do but wait ? so bo liao must well don't join.

Why do guys like to ask their girl out with him and his friends? To show off?
A: HA ! To show off isn't that good ? haha... think again, if they never tell people about you, isn't that worse.. haha.. Apparently a lot of guys does that when they have a beautiful girlfriend. But then again, sometimes the guy just wanna share the things they do together with the girl and don't want her to be omitted.

Does it really matters that one should not be too sticky towards their partners?
A: Ying Ren Er Yi. Personally I prefer slighty more sticky type. haha.... to control me... wahaha... but it is always good to have lots of freedom. You see, it is a very contradicting thing. Give too much freedom then complain the other party don't care about you, control too much, say you possesive. HA !

Does it matters if one doesn't care who their partner hang out with? Does it really matters?
A: This is something call trust. But the main idea is don't lie, and don't cover up. If consciences is clear, there is no need to hide. just mention openly and I believe the other party can understand, if cannot understand... throw away and find new one. haha...

That's all... What a long entry. haha...

2007-08-20T11:43:00.001+08:00

Just wanna jot it down before I forget. I found out one thing about singaporeans and myself...

Singaporeans never believe or bother about the traffic warning display in the expressway. Today it reads, "Accident on Lane 1, 2, 3. Please exit at sungei tengah." And mind you if you people don't know, lane 1,2,3 is almost the whole expressway lane le, only left lane 4 and road shoulder... So I decided to avoid and take sungei tengah today. And I was so glad with my decision, it was indeed a super massive jam with cars not moving at all. You cannot really blame singaporeans also cause the signs is 60% fake message. haha... Not really fake just that not updated. haha...

Second thing is about myself. I find that I like people to show care and concern to me but I dislike it when people gets worried all because of me...

2007-08-17T17:41:00.001+08:00

Everyone stands a certain position in a person's heart. Sometimes it can be happy/frustrating to realise where you stand... But there is nothing you can do about it so just adopt my present mindset. "So be it." People says "If you can't beat them, join them." For me, I prefer "If you can't beat them, just ignore and don't be too bothered about them."

2007-08-10T17:41:00.000+08:00

It just feel so nice when your boss recognise the effort you have put in. At last he know the amount of effort I have put in so far. Shiok ah.. .haha.. Think I going crazy... And now he want me to help him.... Really pity him.... but too late le... cause I already promised another prof that I going over to help him le. That's all for now. haha.... (^_^)

2007-08-07T09:52:00.000+08:00

Yay... This is my number 200 post !!! I have manage to made it so far. haha...

Oh well, better jot down what I wanna write before I forget. HA ! I was on my way to work today and I saw a vios heavily modified on the outside.. and from the way he took off, can hear that he has mod his exhaust and air intake also, okay, mods aside. Oh yah, he was chasing a toyota celica on the road and I suddenly have this feeling. It used to be a male driving ego of mine in the past. It is sort of a kind of feeling. (1) If the vios manage to win the celica, then most prob the guy inside will start thinking, celica so?!? even my vios can win it. what is so good about the coupe. (2) On the other hand, if the vios lose, he will start thinking. Aiya.. People 1.8 engine mah, mine only 1.5, he already has a clear advantage over mine, so not really lugi to lose him since his is a sports car... (-_-")
Now when I start to think over again, I can't seem to find any valid reason or even excuse for 'challenging' cars of other makes on the road. So what if you are faster. I like to quote what my father always told me. "Now you hao lian, speed here, speed there, wait lang ga that time, u become like dog" Just to diverse a bit, why dog !! haha.. why cannot be other animals.. Anyway, my vios friends who saw me play initial D and all of them concluded why I have bad driving habits le... I seems to develop road rage over time and get easily piss off by inconsiderate and 'kayu' drivers. Near accident this week is 3 !!! Just somehow I am like testing my luck.. Haiz.. How can I make myself drive more safely... I have one solution which is I normally drive during the off peak hours so nobody will be there to piss me off. But of course most of the time on the road, you can't really choose what time you want to be on the road. So for now, to reduce my road rage, I drive during the off peak hours where traffic is the most light.

Just went to a dog walk in west coast park during the weekend. Wow was it amazing on the kind of dogs people bring there. But of course I also realised one very important fact which is people breed almost all the same dog... faintz.. so boring.. so end up pipi is one of the more 'unique' dog that gets to be photoshoot and got caught on video for doing the stunts. Oh well, the stunts includes jumping over some wooden logs and apparently when pipi is in the mood, he jumps really gracefully over the log but then again.... when on camera.... he took the shortcut and just run across from the side of the log without the need to jump over... smart !! Then of course there are owners who got so overly proud of their predigree breed to be better than our mongrel and started to make them jump over the log and end up.... to my horror... the dog failed to jump over the log and end up being drag across the log sideways all thanks to the stupid dog owner !!! Faintz !!! And the worst sentence I heard so far there is "You don't care where the dog go ! The dog is your slave, you make it walk where you want to walk !!" True, you have to train the dog to be obedient but defintely not being a slave !!!

Enough for now.. Too long le for my posting. haha... till then. (^_^)

2007-08-01T10:54:00.000+08:00

Recently super super busy... Coming up with a new business to earn money.. But then met with a few setbacks.. sian... Will update more soon.

Recently found out that I have a really bad temper during driving... Find that my personality totally change sia... from patient to extremely easily piss out.. I shall bear in mind what my bao bei tell me the other day.. "Don't drive too fast !!" Find it quite good sia.. at least everytime i drive past 100km/h.. I will recall what she told me and slow down... maybe I shall install those lorry buzzer that make noise when i exceed.. haha...

Oh yah... yesterday first time kena being asked for IC to take down my particulars.. Stupid sia.. Sometimes I wonder what they do with the information they got. kaoz !!

2007-07-27T10:26:00.001+08:00

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2007-07-24T17:49:00.000+08:00

When people get things too easily or without much effort, they start to take things for granted. Money never drop from the sky, there is never a free meal in this world. A gold mountain will also become flat ground if you keep on digging on it without putting back. Enough said !

2007-07-13T11:09:00.000+08:00

Friendship is like kite flying.. Once you lose it, it will just fly off and never comes back to you unless you go look for where it has dropped.

Honestly speaking, I am not so sure of what I have been busy with recently but I am always home late at night and got to leave for work early in the morning.. Think my body is breaking down soon. Purposely cancelled my DIY session last night hoping to rest but ended up still being called by them to help them do the wiring for the fog light. Sometimes giving all the time does make a person sian and grumpy..... For now, I hate commitment, responsibility and restriction !

Last night when I reach home around 2am, I saw this uncle that was polishing his car. It is most prob a 1991 nissan sunny saloon with a 1.5l engine. Recognise him cause he chatted with me a few times. Can you imagine !!! Polishing car in the middle of the night. After talking to him for a while, I find that I have not been fair to my car... I still rememeber in the past when I first gotten my toyota starlet, I did wash the car myself every week and attend to every minor details about the car that I feel requires touch up. I have not done leather care for my car seats for almost 3 weeks, didn't vacuum my carpet for almost a month !! Have not polish my car since after CNY. Did not wash car myself for almost 1 year. Somehow I feel that I did not care for my present car more than my previous car. Felt guilty... Recently chat with my bao bei and she was commenting on how her boss treat the car. "Car is just a form of transport. A CHEAP car does not requires so much maintenance and since it is CHEAP, why bother to wash car ?" Maybe as a car lover, I was instantly fired up once I hear these and was so piss off and emotionally affected. But what to do, to most people, a car is indeed just a form of better transport than bus or MRT. To me, car is my companion. She is always there for me. Responding to my needs for raw power or refine cruising, bringing me to places to relax, playing music that I enjoyed listening. I should not have neglected her.. Time to pay more attention to her.

2007-07-11T10:17:00.000+08:00

My latest mod which I completed at 1am last nite !!
The monster dog that chews up everything and spits saliva all over...

2007-07-06T13:47:00.000+08:00

Latest record.... 0-100km/h 7.81 seconds.
Now even I am afraid of the speed of my car le...

2007-07-02T11:02:00.001+08:00

Okay.... 190km/h has been successfully tried.

Oh yah, I have found a new ktv khaki... She is super power in her singing loh... Make me feel so inferior sia... Maybe I shall train up my singing skill le... And from what I know.. She have not sang for a year... My gosh... Can you imagine if she sings weekly or monthly.. how power she can be.. Btw she can sing like tanya, sun yan zi, wang fei, zhang hui mei... etc.... super power... think i can hold a fan club for her le. haha... enough of my crapping...

2007-06-29T11:39:00.001+08:00

He is sooooo naughty... but he is also sooooo cute....... !!

2007-06-25T10:21:00.001+08:00

I am back after a long break to start posting. For a start, I just happen to come across this sentence which I find it meaningful.

"Romance is a hand in hand thing ...... If one gives all the time , its a service not love"

I feel that I am too dependant on talking to people to relieve my stress and unpresent feeling. think it is time I need more friends. I realised that I cannot drive when I am extremely vexed and frustrated. Pity my friend who has to accompany on the hell ride and nearly died twice... Anyways thanks to my friend who accompanied me and I finally calm myself down.

"Driving a car in an insane manner is sure an express train ticket to death.. "

Never should I do it again. Life is precious and there are still things yet to be done.

And of course last. People always say, how well a person treats you will depend on how well you treat that person... For me, I feel the world is never fair, some people are just more lucky than other people. Some are just born to 'serve' others.

2007-06-18T16:47:00.000+08:00

It is certainly very saddening to lose a close relative.. It feels sad to lose a relative, and it is worse if you lose one that is close to you. There is really so little friends can do to help at this point of time. One certainly feel lost, words that are meant to be said will seems so like those words used in shows and sounded funny when come out of the mouth. All I know is, no matter how much words is being said, the pain will always be felt, no amount of words can solve the pain. Time will heal wounds...

2007-06-15T10:58:00.000+08:00

Okay... last nite hand itchy went to borrow the timing device from my friend and installed on my car. So now my rough 0-100km/h timing is 8.69 seconds. Compare to a standard vios car is an improvement over the quoted 9.8 seconds. I am super happy that my car is under 9 seconds. All the while thought my car is doing 10++ seconds. But sure is heart pain, first time launch my car at 3,000 rpm then throw clutch, first time make the tyre screech for so long on the spot.... clutch slipped and jump.... all kind of funny sound come out from the car. That is why I only time once and not 7-8 times like my friend. Although they say first trial is always not so good.. So that is a good news for me, so my car may be better than 8.69seconds. haha... Knowing it is below 9seconds is enough le. No need to test anymore. happy enough. (^_^)

2007-06-14T13:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. i do have a aim in life. I have just realised it and it comes within me. Yeah. A new purpose will now put me in the direction I wanted. (^_^)

Yesterday went to watch LAO SAI !!!! oh well... actually is men in white. The stupid ticket sales person told me that only left first three row. And I was so sad and disappointed.. So I went to call up my friends and when I return to the ticket booth.. Boy was I shocked. Last three rows !!! Okay, I am sure lots of people must be thinking "aiya, must be u see wrongly lah, first three rows is actually last three rows" BUT NO !! I saw it correctly with the sale person telling me is first three row.. Really short of words not knowing what to say. But then again, this is one of the most crappy show I have watched so far. No plot, no story, just plain stupid, funny stuffs. Enjoyed !

2007-06-13T09:43:00.000+08:00

"What that is not yours will forever not be yours"
"What is that not to be will never be no matter how hard you tried"
I hate the feeling of losing something but there is nothing I can do so I just have to live with it.

Sat in my friend's car yesterday while he is clocking his 0-100km/h timing. Feels so so only but he sure very she de to throw is clutch and spin his tyres during the launch. Power ! There is also a WRX there doing tuning. haha.. Fast fast cars. My car is so slow... Oh yah, I also realised one important thing which is the additional of 80kg will bring the timing from 8.8secs to 9.4secs. Now I roughly have some idea why I lose out to the nissan sunny in changi v le. I am starting to lose interest in things that I am doing.. Very soon I will become an aimless soul.

2007-06-12T16:36:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder if I can survive without friends. Why all of sudden have that thought, oh well, cause recently dunlin is not in school, and my new found friend also not in school, so literally i am having lunch alone everyday since last week. Kind of love it and hate it kind of feeling. Went out on my own too since most of my friends are not free, felt funny maybe cause I have not been out alone for a long time le. In short I liked the freedom of going out alone without having to please anyone on the places I wanna go, or how long I intend to bunk at one place. The thing I don't like is there is no one to talk to or to discuss things with. Have I started to become too dependant on people ? Sometimes I really just wonder... Hmm...

2007-06-08T09:55:00.000+08:00

Think I am really getting old le cause I am having serious STM. I already thought of what to write in my blog before I reach office and now I have forgotten le. Kaoz. Let me now try to do some recall... Think it is about cars............ Hmm........... Oh yah.. Yesterday sat in two vios cars. One with a super loud and bassy exhaust I call him Mr Tanabe. Sitting inside his car next time would required me to wear ear plug or ear muffler sia... his exhaust is really super loud until it would resonate and become super duper loud. Okay that is not my point. My point is after sitting in their cars, I realised two things. Firstly, my car is very slow. Secondly, I am not hiong at all. So I decided to test my conclusion this morning and thankful that the taxi driver decided to play along with me. He barely won, and yesh, my car is slower than a taxi. And points to take note, next time you ppl are late for work or whatever thing. Take a SKODA OCTIVIA 2.5 TURBO DIESEL taxi. It is super freaking fast. Confirm let you reach your destination first. But its handling (aka taking corners) is mediocre so if the uncle is hiong in corners, maybe it is safer to take other transport.

2007-06-04T09:27:00.001+08:00

Somehow I just felt that if you are not on the list, no matter how hard you tried.... You will still never be on the list. Guess life is just like that. what is the point of clinging on any point of hope. It only cause the people concerned to be wary and reserved towards you. I always liked my friend's saying "If it is yours, it will be yours."

Oh yah, another portion to add in. I was chatting with my good friend some time back and we both come to a conclusion that we decided to find a gf who is not local. Reason being local gals are too practical and demanding. On chatting with another of my good friend of the opposite sex, they mentioned that local guys are not gentlemanly and romantic enough.. Oh well, I can only say, let us all out source and help increase the population of singapore bah ;p I guess the reason being the difference in life style of different countries, just so happened that new stuffs just seem more appetizing to some. Anyway that's all for now. Got to attend to a visitor that is coming to my lab le. tata.

2007-05-23T15:52:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. Guess I am really bo liao recently. So bored. So went all the way down to my car to take the card reader up and uploaded my hp photos. Here goes.

PiPi (Now renamed as Happi)
One month old when we first found him
Approx two months old when it is recovering.
And now, almost 3-4 months old (I think) and look at his size !!! haha.. Now he is heavy loh. haha...

Oh yah, and below is the new tv I bought. The one on the right. Left one that is not on is my old 29inch tv. So you can make a guess how big the one on the right is. haha...

This is an interesting photo I found in orchard road. It is a 3D painting. amazing. This 3D effect only comes in when we use camera to shoot at it. When viewed with bare eyes, we cannot see the 3D effect.

2007-05-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

Recently I realised that I am getting more and more male ego in me le... Esp in car driving. this is bad... trying to refrain and reduce the amount of times i did it.

Went to help my friend collect his vehicle from a workshop two days back and boy was it a simple thought but end up so difficult to do it. In theory, it is easy to collect a vehicle out of a workshop. But end up to my horror was that the car is parked in this manner !!

In theory, it is possible to move the vehicle out. But then.... This vehicle got no power steering !!!! And when the angle is correct for the last turn to get the vehicle out... The stupid table just sort of manage to block the vehicle... Kaoz... So end up shift table.... Turn the stupid steering wheel 20 over times from full left to full right... Arm ache so much... 2 hours to get the vehicle out, totally differs from the planned 5 mins to collect the vehicle.

Just collected the fish tank yesterday.... Took three of my friends to help carry down the fish tank. It is super heavy.. much heavier than my tv. Faintz. Below is a photo of it at my friend's house. Think the weight is around 60-80kg...

Now my body aching all over... kaoz... Super tiring job.

now I realised that it has been really some time since I last updated my happenings in life. I still got lots of photos in my hp that I wanna share with you ppl. Stay tuned ;)

2007-05-21T10:03:00.000+08:00

Guess I am getting more and more lazy to update my blog le. Had a hearty chat with my bao bei(s) recently and decided that maybe it is time for me to start look for happiness le. haha... And most importantly I think is do something that I have put aside for so long. It is no use ignoring it, the problem is still there. High time to settle it once and for all.

Just got bo liao and went thru the drafts that I created in my blog with things that I like to remind myself.. haha... Nvm...

2007-05-11T14:10:00.000+08:00

One late night, a gang of cars cruised down the streets. A red light lies in front of them. Three cars line up followed another four cars behind. Engine revs, exhaust blaring... The light turns green, all cars launched, rubber burns, clutch being forcefully engaged producing a grinding sound.. First gear..... The car in the middle pulls two car length from the rest.. Cars behind went left and right to try to overtake one another. Second gear... The distance is now four car length.. Exhausts sound from the cars are enough to wake up the neighborhood... Third Gear ! All cars blast thru the junctions without stopping... Car exiting from the expressway braked upon seeing cars blasting thru the small road they are about to enter. The speedo reads 140km/h when it just passes two traffic lights... It is six car length by now. A steep right turn lies ahead ! Second Gear... 90km/h and the car swerve into the bend...... The car in front remain victorous..... But what is the point.......

Sometimes it is really amazing how someone can talk about something that they thought they know very well... I was really a bit disgusted by his lack of knowledge and wanted to correct him but then I just held back and listen to his piece of crap... Let me quote examples.

(1) Anti absorbing bar. (So what is it suppose to do ? cancel absorbing power ? Kaoz) It is call front tower strut bar.
(2) Short absorber. It should be called coilovers or lowering springs.
(3) Shorten gear. A gear is just a round piece of metal with teeth, how in the world can a gear be shorten !! CMI !! It is call close gear ratios.

This is just to quote some of the things he said. Basically I am just turned off and just stone and pretend to listen to him and hoping that he finishes his piece of crap and leave me alone. He is not just lan4, he is pathetic. So it brings me to the morale of the story, never pretend and act like you know a lot if you know a little. It is always good to be humble.

I had a DIY session last night. A great turnout, lots of cars. But sometimes it does get irritating when someone repeatedly ask you the same question even after you have told him the answer. But I can forgive them cause a car is not cheap and they certainly want the best for their cars. But don't they know that sometimes you cannot have your cake and eat it at the same time ? (not sure if I put down the correct quote, haha) Last night quite happening.. Got one person self locked his car.... end up his door cannot open... So there we were trying to pick the lock to his own car. haha.. but we really manage to do it. haha.. One came in with a really loud exhaust.. Those kind bassy enough to triggle shock sensors in car. haha... Power sia... My car looks the most friendly. haha... Original car. No body kits.

2007-05-07T16:46:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder why do people try so hard on some impossible things ? Does it means that hardwork can really let you acheive it ? Or is it just something to give you a aim in life so that you will not live your life aimlessly ? Humans are silly. They like to pin their hopes on something which in fact most prob will not happen anymore, it may have happen in the past, that does not means it will happen again. And of course if it did not happen in the past, most prob it will never happen. Does miracles really happen ? At least my reply for now is, nah, there is no miracles in life de, at least for mine. People toil their life to work hard to earn more money in order to get a better life, but that they get in return is tons of work. so is that call proceeding towards the correct directions ? Does doing a work that promises good money suffice what you really like doing ? Or the other way round, are you able to survive on something you like doing which may not promises good money ? Sometimes I wonder why there is such a word call 'aim'. Is it something for us to work towards or just something for us to hope to achieve or just something for us to dream on. Humans are funny.. They just like to hope for something that most prob will never happen....

2007-04-26T15:41:00.000+08:00

Just had a very realistic nightmare a few days back. It feels so real until my tears drop when the person die in front of me... Felt pain in my heart... so realistic until I got up with tears in my eyes.

Now just wondering, I like to speed so much.. If one day I die in a fatal car crash accident.. Will any body other than my parents and brother cry for me ?

2007-04-12T14:16:00.000+08:00

I absolute hate it when I am very busy. Basically I am not a very well organised person and when I am busy, I screw things up.. Talk about today, suppose to go for a morning meeting and noon time go and repair my car and then meet up my friend... end up, I realised that I got not just a morning meeting, still got a farewell lunch to attend and follow by I got to do up my car and what's more, I also realised that I got a company dinner tonite and then I got my weekly car DIY session too... kaoz... And now I can't even have chance to go for my car repair cuz it is raining super heavy and I can't get to my car without getting soaking wet... How lucky.... what I thought to be a leisure end up to be such a rush day..

My colleage commented that I am lucky to be able to have two treats in a day.. But I doubt so, to me, attending such functions is a dread for me. I just hate it, can't be myself, got to go there on time, must be some super posh restaurant where you got to observe your behavior.. So restrictive.. I like to be carefree, I hate being tied down.. Kaoz... Enough of my whining for now. ta. :(

2007-04-05T11:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I was watching a show, there is this guy inside who is claimed to be some love expert and he mention something.

"Do not be a close friend to the girl you choose to be with as a girlfriend"

Do not know if you people understand my direct translation, as you all know I got bad command of language. Somehow I find this sentence quite true.

Will you ppl grow tired of helping out other people ? Somehow I have grown a bit tired of it... It is somehow draining me out...

To me, problems that I can't solved will be cast aside. This is my childhood mindset. Everytime I spoil my toy, I choose to immediately to go to sleep and hopefully that it will be okay the next morning... Although I know it never works but to me, that is the best option I have..

What do you do when someone is really angry with you and don't answer all your messages or phone calls ? I don't know the answer too. Does cooling down period works ? I doubt so too, a problem will always be a problem no matter how long you leave it, it will never by miracle, solve by itself de.

2007-04-03T11:03:00.000+08:00

Just went to watch phantom of the opera on sunday night. It was fantastic sia... Really liked it a lot, and who knows, I may end up watching it the second time... wahaha... Ten times better than the movie I can say. The set is nice, the music is nice.. (minus the orchestra..) well... lots of it is nice.. haha..

Now think of it, I got lots of movie I wanna watch and still have not had the chance and time to go watched... Argh.... Busy busy busy.....

2007-03-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

All of sudden, I find that I lead a boring life... Nothing interesting happens around me.. I am also starting to turn to a boring person to be with.. This is disaster to me sia...

After pondering for a while.. I realised that I really don't have anything to write... Just one final sentence that just happen to pop out of my mind.

Why do people still love when they know that they will be hurted ?

2007-03-08T18:19:00.000+08:00

Just had my first year presentation today. I was a disaster... Low morale now... Although all mention that my supervisor did not help me at all so is his fault. But then again.. Higher level studies should be more independant right ? Quite disappointed with the presentation. Got shoot until quite jia lak.. Partially due to supervisor sabo but then again.. If well prepared enough then will not scare of such stuffs... Sad...

2007-02-27T17:31:00.000+08:00

I have finally given in to this stupid blogger who is forcing me to have a google account before I can continue to use it. Kaoz....

Lately, a lot of things happened.. I have gone into the business of helping people to modify their cars in order to earn some money. Although it is real tough money.. But then at least it is money... Experiences gained, lesson learnt. so that I will not injured myself again in the future.

Why are some people so short temper ? And guess what the person have to do when almost everyone ignore. What is going to happened ?

What do you do when you make mistakes that you realised that you cannot make up for ? Of course most people will say why do it in the first place. I got a better advise from another friend of mine. Just make sure it does not happen again.

It sure is not easy to help someone solve a problem and cheer her up when you yourself has more than enough problem bothering you... but nonetheless at least I have helped her out and she is feeling better. Hope she can regain her confidence and good luck to her FYP.

Wounds take time to heal.....

2007-02-15T11:09:00.000+08:00

yay valentine's day over.. not that i got anything happening on that day but hope that all had a wonderful valentine's day yesterday.

so a few of my friends asked me what i had been busy with recently... well... actually i don't really know, but most of it is involved in helping people to modify cars, fix air horns... change spark plugs... bla bla bla.. haha...

Actually i lead a boring life. Anyone wanna ask me out ?

2007-02-06T11:10:00.000+08:00

How does it feel like to early morning on your computer and found out that your display looks like this... Kaoz.... Don't really know what happen.. It was okay the day before... So the usual me.... I choose the lazy method to solve the problem... :p

Yeah... Back to work...

2007-02-05T11:18:00.000+08:00

Oh well, never update blog is because I am lazy. haha... And to answer the updates on what I bought in the end.... I bought all except the suspension thingy which I suppose will be bought on march...

Things that could possibly be bought on march...
(1) Turbo charged my car. (estimate ~$4.2k)
(2) Changing to high compression ratio piston and conrods plus upsized injectors and fuel pump. (estimate ~$2k)
(3) Swap my engine out with a thailand one make race turbo vios engine. (estimate ~$2.3k)
(4) Swap my engine and put in a VVTL-i 2ZZ-FE 1.8 lt high rev engine (?? maybe $3k ?)
(5) Change to a fully adjustable via electronic control suspension set (estimate ~$2.4k)

Oh well, I have omit the option of saving my money because I know it will never work, so must well I decide on something which is really worth the money and do it.

During the three DIY sessions I had last week, oh well, actually there was 4 but I was too lazy to attend the final one. My two friends has changed their air intake setup, one of my friend has a sudden pulling effect after 4200rpm but it is impractical to drive on normal road because it is... nvm... no one will understand also even if I put it in. My the other friend has changed a lot of things... lots of illegal stuffs... and the result after sitting in his car is also like that only, not much diff from my car... So my main point is... What is the point of modding so little bit by bit and waste my time and effort... Must well I one shot go blast it to the max, heck the engine blow part.. If it is meant to blow, let it blow. I WANT more power !!! Should have gotten the WRX.

2007-01-24T10:26:00.005+08:00

Just fitted a gadget to my car. Liked it super lot. haha... got chance then I show u all :p Quite cool. (^_^) In short URES !!!

2007-01-23T14:41:00.000+08:00

Wow.. Just realised that it has been some time since I last updated my blog. Hmm... Recently just soundproof my car doors, feel quite shiok and happy with my own DIY. Next I have plans.. I have $200 budget in my hand.. I am thinking of either one of these:
(1) Buy materials to sound proof my car floor.
(2) Buy a better suspension system.
(3) Buy a remote engine start controller.
(4) Buy lighting systems to make the whole bottom of my cars light up in white.
(5) Keep the money. ( of course this will be my last option.)

2007-01-12T14:21:00.000+08:00

Not much to say recently just that I went to malaysia to visit my cousins.. Here are their photos.

Fang Qing (Xiao Bu Dian)

Jun Wei

Fang Qi

And of course next I have my childhood favourite tranformer named the constructor-cons. haha.. Don't really know how to spell it but it is around there. Really feel like a big chidren. haha.. But then again, I gotten this during lunch time today when I pass by. It all started with my friend buying those 50 cents turn toy where inside there is one mini transformer and it ended with me buying this from the shop. Looks nice though, I like the technology in it, twist, pull, bend.. and you will get these.

Constructorcons in their vehicle mode

Constructorcons in their robot mode

And all six constructorcons merge to be become devastator !!!.. haha..

Took me half an hour to figure out how to transform them from vehicle to robots and ultimately into the gaint robot. It was once my childhood dream to have one and now I finally got it. And of course at only 1/20 the price of the past. haha.. Make a guess how much it cost... wahaha...
Just now just heard a band perform in ntu canteen a, it is so nice.. Makes me so hui wei my old days in band... Haiz.... Miss it a lot.

2007-01-04T00:42:00.000+08:00

Oh well, after completing my first year report... Then I start to realise how much deep shi* i am in. The project that I embark on seems ultimately impossible afterall... What should I do.... This time i am really feeling demoralised le.... It may not seem to be that easy afterall... Haiz... Time to look for someone to help me relieve my stress le.... Anyone ?

2007-01-03T01:15:00.000+08:00

Why would you love when you know there is no ending ?
Why does it hurts even though you know it is not your fault ?
Why does one have to love ?
What is the point of a relationship ?
What is the point of a relationship when you know it will hurt ?
What is the point of a relationship when you know it will not last ?
Why do humans like to get involved in difficult situations and then get all lost over it ?
Why ?