最近发生了好多事情令觉得好心烦。我还真的开始对自己越来越没信心了。。不知道为什么，好不舒服啊。。。




Had a fruitful weekend. keke. Enjoyed it.

Last nite was celebrating jy's surprise birthday and we plan to surprise his at 12 midnite to celebrate his birthday. And guess what ! His Mian4 Zhi3 is big enough to invite THREE POLICE car to grace his birthday !!! (In actual fact is we got complained !!!! ) Kaoz... My IC has been recorded again !!!! Ma Chiam once a year affair like that, think I am going to be blacklist for illegal gathering soon. haha... The most funny part is, when we fetch him to his bus, I myself got a shock, cuz his whole bus is up in smoke... Thought they decided to burn his bus !!! Then next fun thing is when I uncover his blindfold, what he first saw is not the happy birthday stuffs we prepared for him. Instead it is the police car and police man he saw. wahaha... think super cmi sia. very funny also. haha... even the policeman also ke lian him. wahaha... say he got sabo big time. he say something like (while looking at the heavily vandalised bus)
Police: Whose bus is this ? (pointing to the bus)
JY: Mine....
Police: Whose birthday is it ?
JY: Mine also.....
Police: No wonder. haha... (-_-")
Win le loh. haha.. That's all for now first. got training at 930 !!! and it is now !! haha.. late le. tata.




Amazingly my lappy cannot type chinese so u all have to bear with chinese question and answer in english. haha..

1.你認為分手後的男女朋友還能做普通朋友嗎?
Can ah. Why not ? It just means not able to be couple, sometimes it is better to be good friends.

2.最大的願望？
I wish all those who are around me are always happy.

3.最近最快樂的事情是什麼?
When I am feeling very busy and down, someone is there to console and accompany me.

4.最近最困擾的事？
Why my work keep on increasing although I am completing them everyday.

5.最喜歡的卡通人物？
Crayon Sinchi

6.最近一次罵髒話的時候？
What the fish !!!

7.你很愛的人背叛你，你會怎麼樣？
I will be very sad but I am willing to forgive and give one more chance.

8.如果可以回到過去，最想改變的事情？
I should have treat them better. I should not mention who are the them.

9.如果威力彩（就是toto吧）中獎得10億，會怎麼用？
Buy cars !!! Share with my family. Do charity work by helping those less developed countries.

10.忘記一個人需要多久的時間？
very very long. but if u do not get to see the person, it will be slighty faster.

11.能夠改掉自己的一項個性，最想改掉哪個？
Don't be too good to everyone.

12.最近常問自己一個問題？
Why am I helping when that person do not appreciate at all.

13.你愛自己嗎？
Yeah !

14.最喜歡台灣（新加坡/馬來西亞）的哪個地方？
Kukup !

15.曾經有過人生很無趣的想法嗎？為什麼？
Got. Bored mah, of course will think of stupid things.

16.如果不幸你最愛的人得了不治之症，你最想為她/他做什麼？
I will give up everything and accompany her till the last moment.

17.如何面對工作的挫折與壓力，當個快樂工作人？
There are always several sides u can view a problem. Always look on the bright side.

18.請推薦一項最近吃過好吃的東西?
70% dark chocolate !!

19.如果只剩一個月的壽命，你最想做甚麼？
I will want to use this time to thanks those people who have been my good friends and helped me.

20.對於最近看完的一本書有什麼心得，或對書中的哪一句話印象最深？
I don't really read but I do have a quote I like.
"Look at life from different perspective"




Recently had a rather depress and moody feeling. Work rise from 1 to 11 after the first meeting and to 13 after the second meeting and to 15 after today. Why it never decrease and increase is just because the rate at which I am being given those tasks are just too overwhelming. This afternoon just received a task to write a proposal writeup and got to submit by tmr morning 930am. faintz. so tmr i got to wake up at 6am just to go offfice to use the word 2003 cuz my lappy got a cmi word 2000. wahaha... getting lots of formatting error. haiz... seldom do i wanna end my entry with haiz de... but this time really is haiz.. depressing.




Just attend a wedding dinner on valentine's day. It was a wonderfully sweet thing to do and thinking of the path they have gone thru for a total of 10 years !!! That is really long. You Qing Ren Zhong Chen Jian Shu. Something like that, chinese a bit cmi. haha. Now I am starting to wonder, how come I don't have the feeling of finding someone to be together with.....

I don't really know, maybe i have to learn to trust again. ta.




Recently I am really really busy.... From one task on tuesday becoming three on wednesday and on thur viola !!! 14 tasks !!! Where got so much time to finish so many things... Yawnz.. Tiring. Super busy day today. Guess got to OT till late again. There goes my friday nite... Supper anyone ?




Qi4 Shi2 Wo3 Le4 !!!!!!!!!!!
Super pe che now. kaoz.....




Its 615pm and I am still updating my blog... why ? simple. Doing experiment loh. Tmr going to have a meeting with my co-supervisor.. Hmm wondering what to report to him... Let me backtrack with my cmi brain.

future plan
11 feb wed service and maintenance of carbon system(yesh, is i do de, not technician), send samples for PECVD sio2, afternoon meeting
12 feb thur Send samples to rahgu if possible, Treat surface of SiO2 for PS ball
13 feb fri Do PS ball, Ar etch, O2 etch !!! Carbon nanowire !!!! hopefully
14-15 sat sun
16, 17 mon,tue indentation testing
18 feb wed Ar etch on ps ball, DRIE for Si nanowire
19 feb thur

past plan
10 feb tue a-C deposition (30mins failed, 30mins later taking out to see)
9 feb mon a-C deposition (40mins failed)
7-8 feb sat and sun, compress air down, not able to use equipment
6 feb fri (30mins failed) frank do up the system, meeting with edwin via online
5 feb thur cyro regen again due to first power failure, turbo start up due to second power failure
4 feb wed pumping down of system
3 feb tue cyro regen
2 feb mon (20mins successful 500nm)




AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..... I am going crazy.... haha... Was doing experiement just now... 5 hrs of experiment time and out comes junk.. Failed product... Went over to another school to pre-treat my samples first then put in my system to run process.. .then realise the student who previously used it have change the parameters !!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............... faintz.... now my pump is starting to throw out smoke... signs that it is dying soon... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......




Yesterday I just attended a very depressing lesson, totally cannot understand. Felt depress sia... This morning was even more depressing, I hit the red light at almost all the traffic light junction.. kaoz.... Sianz...




Heyz everyone, how was your weekend. I just bought a super super glue on saturday. It is able to mend a broken slipper in just 3 seconds, after which you can bend and pull it without it breaking. Naturally, I was easily impressed and bought three bottles for $5. Cheap so is okay. What leaves me more amazed are the instructions. I shall just state four of them out and mind you, I did not intentionally choose any of them, I just simply type it word for word out from one side of the box.

(1) Carefully don't let the glue drop into the eye, if immodesty contact, can flush of seek the doctor to handle with water.

(2) Keep out of reach of children

(3) The attention not lets the glue the contact the skins.

(4) Deposit:Cool dry have no the sunlight to shoot the place,and use the empress namely cover tight.

Even typing it out make me feel super er.... I cannot tahan. I want to type out the other side of the box for you ppl to read. haha..

USE:
Can ina a twinkling glue to match the every kind of metals rubber leather plastics timber porcelain and ceramics jade jewelry handibraft product car glass electric applicances spare parts etc.

METHOD OF USING:
1 use ,will first two the water of coalescense things varnish rust the dust clearance is clean, and combineto beat to whet neat fit fogether the position. Because of its have no to fill the characteristic of the crevice.

2 break themouth of a bottle with pinprick,andlightly extrude a little amount glue even draw the cloth a the thing is superficial,fleetness with abother a thing coalescence stick positive,bring pressure roughly 10 seconds, immediately glue to match.

3 if have to glue to connect not good,must afresh separate,and remove the gumlayer,repetition about operation.


(O_o")




I seriously Murphy Law really exist sia. Yesterday, someone's mechanical pump in the lab end up in smokes and trip the electrical power supply in the lab.. so end up, my equipment cyro pump needs to be regen (a process that takes 1 day to complete) hence I used the other pump in my system (turbo pump) and guess what, I went off to do some work and come back..... the turbo pump has crash.. apparently another power trip... So all my lab's cyro pump is down !!!! and must be immediately regen... if not one pump coat ~$70k will just go down the drain !!! imagine four of them down !!! And luckily my turbo pump survive the crash... turbo pump cost $50k !!! faintz.... But luckily yest wait till nite time then still manage to do the experiment with the turbo pump. BUT !!! today took out the sample.... FAILED product.. argh........ now got to redo again the 8 hrs process... Siong ah !!!!




While on my way to office today, I saw a WRX automatic JDM spec. First thought is wow, cool. That may be a car I want to change to the next time. So I went to chase after it. And alas was I disappointed... That car although fully modify... is slow.... Disappointingly slow. Thought it should have no problem pulling away from me but end up... I can overtake it... Faintz.... So WRX automatic is not going to be on my next car list, neither WRX manual standard version which did not manage to pull away from me either.... But I hate evos.. haha... and they are not that great also, got turbo lag... Maybe a civic type R. It is NA forever !!! but turbo got more kick leh. haha.. see how bah. Too bad here not america. If not I will get the Dodge Charger with a V8 6 liters engine or the extreme version 8 liter one. haha... don't understand what i meant, then go watch the show fast and furious 2.




First of all, Congratulation to JQ for passing her driving test. wohoho... one more person to fetch me around le. keke..

Went for a jog yesterday night, was doing interval training... just 4 rounds then I pi4 to3 ka1 le. super cmi. haha. See stars, cannot breathe properly. wahaha.. think too old le, next time better not push myself too hard. But the good news is, my body no ache. wahaha. This means my body is now used to the exercise le, so I can now do more intense exercising without worrying about body ache.

Just back from lunch. I have left this entry since morning. wahaha. still have not publish it. also forgot wanna write what le. Let me stop here for now bah. tata.




Think my body is crashing down on me le.... Been feeling very unwell recently... Today woke up with a very bad stomache.... Diarrhoea like nobody's business... shack.... Hao Xing Ku ah..... And if I did not anyhow eat things..... Unless the food in subway turns bad le. haha cause I do not know how to differentiate good and spoilt food. Maybe that is the reason why I always get stomache and food poisoning. HA !

Anyway very excited now cause my bao bei JQ is going to have her driving test later !!! Going there to support her ! Hope I hear some good news (^_^)




First of all, I like to give credits to my baobei lh for helping me to change the blog skin. Apparently I know nuts about these stuffs. haha..

One weekend just passed and I played two days of mj !!! Can't believe it. Sat was a leisure game whereas sun was the siong one.. Played with two experts.... Super stress sia cause I am not good at it. haha... Only good at the computer version.

This week I shall pia my thesis !!! Yesh.. I know drag for very very very very very very very very long le.. haha.. but deadline approaching so got to pia a bit le. haha...

And lastly... My equipment got problem again !!!!! This time the substrate holder cannot rotate !!! Faintz.... Think it is a sign.. I should carry on play games.... Don't bother to try to work. wahahaha ;p

That's all for now. tata (^_^)