I am back after a long break to start posting. For a start, I just happen to come across this sentence which I find it meaningful.

"Romance is a hand in hand thing ...... If one gives all the time , its a service not love"

I feel that I am too dependant on talking to people to relieve my stress and unpresent feeling. think it is time I need more friends. I realised that I cannot drive when I am extremely vexed and frustrated. Pity my friend who has to accompany on the hell ride and nearly died twice... Anyways thanks to my friend who accompanied me and I finally calm myself down.

"Driving a car in an insane manner is sure an express train ticket to death.. "

Never should I do it again. Life is precious and there are still things yet to be done.

And of course last. People always say, how well a person treats you will depend on how well you treat that person... For me, I feel the world is never fair, some people are just more lucky than other people. Some are just born to 'serve' others.




It is certainly very saddening to lose a close relative.. It feels sad to lose a relative, and it is worse if you lose one that is close to you. There is really so little friends can do to help at this point of time. One certainly feel lost, words that are meant to be said will seems so like those words used in shows and sounded funny when come out of the mouth. All I know is, no matter how much words is being said, the pain will always be felt, no amount of words can solve the pain. Time will heal wounds...




Okay... last nite hand itchy went to borrow the timing device from my friend and installed on my car. So now my rough 0-100km/h timing is 8.69 seconds. Compare to a standard vios car is an improvement over the quoted 9.8 seconds. I am super happy that my car is under 9 seconds. All the while thought my car is doing 10++ seconds. But sure is heart pain, first time launch my car at 3,000 rpm then throw clutch, first time make the tyre screech for so long on the spot.... clutch slipped and jump.... all kind of funny sound come out from the car. That is why I only time once and not 7-8 times like my friend. Although they say first trial is always not so good.. So that is a good news for me, so my car may be better than 8.69seconds. haha... Knowing it is below 9seconds is enough le. No need to test anymore. happy enough. (^_^)




Hmm.. i do have a aim in life. I have just realised it and it comes within me. Yeah. A new purpose will now put me in the direction I wanted. (^_^)

Yesterday went to watch LAO SAI !!!! oh well... actually is men in white. The stupid ticket sales person told me that only left first three row. And I was so sad and disappointed.. So I went to call up my friends and when I return to the ticket booth.. Boy was I shocked. Last three rows !!! Okay, I am sure lots of people must be thinking "aiya, must be u see wrongly lah, first three rows is actually last three rows" BUT NO !! I saw it correctly with the sale person telling me is first three row.. Really short of words not knowing what to say. But then again, this is one of the most crappy show I have watched so far. No plot, no story, just plain stupid, funny stuffs. Enjoyed !




"What that is not yours will forever not be yours"
"What is that not to be will never be no matter how hard you tried"
I hate the feeling of losing something but there is nothing I can do so I just have to live with it.

Sat in my friend's car yesterday while he is clocking his 0-100km/h timing. Feels so so only but he sure very she de to throw is clutch and spin his tyres during the launch. Power ! There is also a WRX there doing tuning. haha.. Fast fast cars. My car is so slow... Oh yah, I also realised one important thing which is the additional of 80kg will bring the timing from 8.8secs to 9.4secs. Now I roughly have some idea why I lose out to the nissan sunny in changi v le. I am starting to lose interest in things that I am doing.. Very soon I will become an aimless soul.




Sometimes I really wonder if I can survive without friends. Why all of sudden have that thought, oh well, cause recently dunlin is not in school, and my new found friend also not in school, so literally i am having lunch alone everyday since last week. Kind of love it and hate it kind of feeling. Went out on my own too since most of my friends are not free, felt funny maybe cause I have not been out alone for a long time le. In short I liked the freedom of going out alone without having to please anyone on the places I wanna go, or how long I intend to bunk at one place. The thing I don't like is there is no one to talk to or to discuss things with. Have I started to become too dependant on people ? Sometimes I really just wonder... Hmm...




Think I am really getting old le cause I am having serious STM. I already thought of what to write in my blog before I reach office and now I have forgotten le. Kaoz. Let me now try to do some recall... Think it is about cars............ Hmm........... Oh yah.. Yesterday sat in two vios cars. One with a super loud and bassy exhaust I call him Mr Tanabe. Sitting inside his car next time would required me to wear ear plug or ear muffler sia... his exhaust is really super loud until it would resonate and become super duper loud. Okay that is not my point. My point is after sitting in their cars, I realised two things. Firstly, my car is very slow. Secondly, I am not hiong at all. So I decided to test my conclusion this morning and thankful that the taxi driver decided to play along with me. He barely won, and yesh, my car is slower than a taxi. And points to take note, next time you ppl are late for work or whatever thing. Take a SKODA OCTIVIA 2.5 TURBO DIESEL taxi. It is super freaking fast. Confirm let you reach your destination first. But its handling (aka taking corners) is mediocre so if the uncle is hiong in corners, maybe it is safer to take other transport.




Somehow I just felt that if you are not on the list, no matter how hard you tried.... You will still never be on the list. Guess life is just like that. what is the point of clinging on any point of hope. It only cause the people concerned to be wary and reserved towards you. I always liked my friend's saying "If it is yours, it will be yours."

Oh yah, another portion to add in. I was chatting with my good friend some time back and we both come to a conclusion that we decided to find a gf who is not local. Reason being local gals are too practical and demanding. On chatting with another of my good friend of the opposite sex, they mentioned that local guys are not gentlemanly and romantic enough.. Oh well, I can only say, let us all out source and help increase the population of singapore bah ;p I guess the reason being the difference in life style of different countries, just so happened that new stuffs just seem more appetizing to some. Anyway that's all for now. Got to attend to a visitor that is coming to my lab le. tata.