Haha... hi ppl, how you think of my new blogskin. Thanks to my bao bei who helped me changed the blogskin. haha... why no updates recently is because my life recently is just consist of ESS (eat sleep shit) only. haha..

Been very busy with work recently. Find that the more i work, the more work i get.. and of course, no matter how much i work, i would still be considered by my boss as not hardworking enough. so my theory is not to get angry at all.. but instead... why work so hard since working hard and not working hard yield the same comments. haha...

Last matter. Anyone interested to go Malaysia Jusco next sat. haha.. I driving in. :p









Disaster...My car mod session turns out to be something very bad..... Haiz.... Now then realised that I got no one to talk to when I need someone to talk to.... Haiz..... Sad...




Spent my sat and sun at kallang carpark. ENOC rally special. Drifting demo, and of course the super rally specials. Sat was interesting, saw quite a few accident involving tyres being killed as the drifting cars having not yet warm up their tyres knock onto them. It was night racing for sat hence I get to see the back fire in the exhaust pipe and burning brakes !!! Got a video clip of the burning brakes somemore. haha.. Oh yah... anyway for info that my friends keep on asking me.. Yesh.. I went alone there to watched it. Sat was there the whole day until night time when my ntu friends called me and came over to join me. Sun was there in the afternoon cuz i was just too tired to get up early, and realised that it is the same old boring stuff.. and met my vios khakis there. haha.. and apparently he saw my car on sat night also.. haha... Lazy to upload the video clips and photos. If anyone interested can just let me know ba then I send you.

Oh yah... a sad moment at work today.. just realised that my mentor is going to leave earlier than I expected. his contract ends next year end mar but he is leaving in about a few weeks time.. he just submitted his resignation... Haiz... Don't know how to describe this kind of feeling but just feeling moody.. That's all for now.









Lazy to continue my life long story. shall talk about other things here.

I read somewhere,

"People come and go, so why do we have to put in so much effort on the person?"

"To be able to attain true happiness, we have to learn to let go those unhappy memories"

Hmm... I start to think back that during my secondary days were the days I did the most. Teaching people from skills in playing instruments, how to be more popular, how to fight in order to win, how to handle stress, how to be a better person etc...

I have taught a lot of people ways of life out there.... Only a few remains still in contact me with in the sense I do go out with... Of course the amount of effort I put in is a lot... And seeing some ended ignoring what I have just told them and turning to the worst still make me sigh... There is so little things a person can do.. I still remember a movie that says something like on a mission to save something from destroying earth all those stuffs. And one of the actor say something very true.. "i am not that great to think that I can save the world by embarking on this mission, all I want to do is just to save my wife and son..."

My thoughts are now so random nowadays... This is the result of writing what just comes into my mind.. My entries are all in a mess.. Maybe i shall stop for now and start writing when I sort out my thoughts and memories...






Didn't sleep last night.. Find that it has been a long time since I last don thru the night le. So ended playing games and also a bit of thinking...

I was thinking my life long route that I have taken... So this is going to be a long blog entry.. haha..

I can still remember some of the things I did when I was small. Gripping penknife with my bare hands until it is bleeding very badly, throw my brother's favourite calculator down the rubbish chute, recording our nonsense into the cassette tape, playing lego (at that time my favourite was using lego to simulate those soccer games. not those real life one, is actually from a game which i liked a lot) and of course tranformers.

Of course next comes the kindergarden. I was quite a timid one at that time hence I cried when being left alone in the class and the teacher has a hard time cheering me up. Well.. thanks to my mum, I got all full marks for my grade and I remembered once that I let a little girl copied my answer during the test, oh well, I was too young then to know the rules of test hence ended being scolded by my teacher and being call stupid by my parents.

My primary school was Chong Shan at amk there. Now already no more le. Studied P1-3 there. I still remember that I always never hear annoucement cause I know my brother will heard and tell me because he is in P5 same school. haha... Then came P3 when it is my worst fear. haha.. hearing annoucement myself. Still remember that both of us always get a lift from a neighbor, in return my parents gave them some money. haha.. That's crappy. P4-6 was done at Huamin in yishun because I shifted there. Well it was a new school and of course.. too much new things and inexperience teachers hence my grades dropped... But I quite like one of the teacher there... Surprisingly, he taught me for two years, he is also my math, science and PE teacher. haha... Fun...

Think secondary school was the turning point for life. Sec 1 and 2 was a nerdy self. haha.. veyr bad temper and always quarrelled with my friends. There was two transferred student who were slighty older and bossing around. I was not really keen to give them any attention and respect hence lots of trouble in the end. Something happened in my home hence I lost the mood to study hence I dropped from express stream to normal. It was a great impact on my parents and I know I have hurted them. That is the turning point for me in life. No longer am I taking things for granted.. I learnt to be filial to my parents cause I almost lost them.. And of course physically I also changed. haha.. Sec 1 50kg, Sec 5 also 50kg just that height rose from 152 to 172cm. Somehow I stopped growing, until now I still same height. I started to change my hairstyle and of course, during sec 3, our classmates start to talk about girlfriends... Guess that's the first time when I got fond of one girl. I told my friend who happen to be in the same class and eca group as me. And the next thing I know, he declare to the whole band that he likes that girl.. So I was the one in the dark, he is the one in the open. Somehow I gave up and told him that I give up so he can carry on wooing her.. guess what he say to me "Oh, really. You sure ? okay, then I want you to call her now and tell her to give up on you" So I really did called her and told her to give up on me and to give my friend a chance... Stupid right ? Of course I cried.. This was the first time I got fond of a girl.. Somehow I don't know why, after that, I start to play around. I got to know a lot of girls... flirt with them... then when realising that they got fond of me, I will run away in fear of a relationship and committment. Somehow, I was very afraid of committments at that time. Lots of things happen. From the girl my good friend like falls in love with me, to letting go girls that I like to my so call good friends and so on... And of course I get to know my two 'sis'. They were the greatest companion for me at that time. Quite sad that one has devoted her life totally to christianity and she don't even have the time to meet me... The other has devoted her life to work and her boyfriend... Its been a long time since I last saw them. Sort of miss them..

Shall continue JC and Army and Uni life another time. got to start work.




Good news. I have changed back my rear spring back to the original one le so at least my back can now fetch people. haha... gotten sick of all those cannot fetch people, exhaust pipe rubbing the kerb when reversing and stuffs. haha.. And i manage to swap it back FOC... complements from Proswift boss.. so i guess I will be going back there to do my car servicing ba to repay him. haha..

Another thing... My car fuel consumption has dropped !!!! ARGH!!!! from 16-16.6km/l to now a pathetic 14.7-15.5km/l. What is the significance considering a lot of you don't know. haha.. it means I got to pay $5 more per tank. As easy as that. haha.. But $5 to exchange for my safety.. Well worth it. :p

Going to do a major DIY to my car again... Has to stock up now and also rest a lot. haha...

Oh yah and lastly.... This sat and sun got Kallang Car Park Rally.... Sat 3-10pm, Sun 10am - 6pm.. yay... until now still no one can confirm if free to accompany me go but then again i am going to watch it inregardless of got people accompany me or not.. haha... That's all for now. (^_^) tata




Hmm... So I have sort of "survive" without going out with any friends for almost one week... Very interesting... Thought I could not tahan so long de... but then I some how did it.

Seems to me like quite a number of ppl like to criticise my car mods... hmm.. i dun really know why but it does not bother me at all too... what it bothers me is they take up my time that i am in really need of to do up my car...

So I am only left with one mod per month as promised to one of my friend.... hmm.... shall think carefully le...

Oh yah... like quite some time since I last met my two bao bei le... maybe shall meet up with them one of these days...

Really regret lowering my car and now I can't even fetch two passengers behind my car.... ARgh.....

Another thing is last nite i went out... nvm... think too crappy le... no idea as to what to write.. that's all for now.




to my two friends.. haha... okay okay.. i will control... hah.a..

but then hor.. meanwhile.. i just lower my car... haha... being flying thru corners nowadays... got scolding from my father for tailgating someone while taking the corners... well... then i realised that my car can corner very stable hence i am taking corners at much higher speed without me knowing it hence caught up with the normal car which by right take corners at more appropriate speed.. but down side is car slighty on the bumpy side.. and if fetch even one passenger at the back, cannot reverse all the way cuz the exhaust pipe will buan the kerb at the back.

Now looking for screws to fix up my rear brace bar... argh... buy le then no screws.. cannot fix it up...




Out of curosity.. I went in search of my wishlist from the past to see how much I have fulfiled...

(1) ADM Air Charger (Yup gotten it, second hand de, fix it myself) [$350 instead of $619]
(2) Superione ST555 (Gotten E68 instead, same function) [$30 instead of $250]
(3) Iridium Spark Plug with Spark Booaster (Gotten just the spark plug) [$80 instead of $220]
(4) Front under 4 point brace bar (Got second hand one) [$50 instead of $285]
(6) Rear anti-roll bar [$295] (Waiting for second hand one at $120)
(7) TTE exhaust muffler [$895] (Have to wait long long le. haha... second hand also cost $650)
(8) Lightened Crank pulley [$280] (Someone selling at $130 but heard from friend no use)
(9) TOMS flywheel with clutch [$1,800] (Not practical to change in singapore)
(10) Q-shifter for manual [$520] (May be change this but see how first)
(11) Fog Light with HB4 HID conversion [$170 + $4?0] (found $108 new but fix on own, still thinking, HID is out, illegal)
(12) Front carbon fibre top strut bar (Got 4 point UR metal one instead) [$45 instead of $180]
(13) Rear carbon fibre top strut bar (Second hand one, branded somemore) [$100]
(14) 4-1 Performance Extractor (found second hand one 4-2-1 but highly illegal but nonetheless I still going to fix it, only waiting for chance) [$100 instead of $180]
(15) Electro-luminscent Meters [$140] (Found customised one, cost $150 maybe buying)
(16) Lastly !!! Hydraulic Suspension !!! [$4-5k] (not available in singapore, have to import so is out of the list le)
(17) Oh yah... forgot... Turbo Charger !!! [$6k] (This will get me in jail... so not likely le unless I drive to thailand to do it legally.)
(18) Ventilated Disc Brake [$280 per pair] (Heard no use, original one good enough)
(19) 15inch Sports Rim with Wet handling tyres [Changed with performance tyres $700 instead of ~$1.4k]
(20) Lowering Spring (Gotten second one and fixed) [$100 for 4 instead of $288 per pair]
(21) Comfort Dampers (Koni or Tein or Monroe) (This one have to wait le.. maybe original one spoil then I invest in this) [$285]

In fact I did more.. haha...
(1) CAI $20
(2) Insulate filter box $6tested drop in SS filter $108
(3) Added in 5 more second hand Calski $360
(4) Autogauge vacuum and water temp
(5) Fix up audio system with pumping bass
(6) Front cabin light
(7) Car white colour headlight
(8) 3M sound damping spray for wheel arch
(9) Quad Air horn
(10) Hurricane SS oversized open pod filter
(11) Changed rear number plate light to white

So left only 9 more items on the wishlist to fulfil...
(1) Rear anti-roll bar (Waiting for second hand one at $120)
(2) Fog Light ($108 fix on my own)
(3) 4-2-1 Performance Extractor ($100 without installation, have to go JB to do it)
(4) Better Dampers (Waiting for second hand one, can get it cheap, estimate about $250)
(5) TTE exhaust muffler [$895] (Have to wait long long le and really save up. haha... second hand also cost $650) may consider, see how ba.

Remaining items are doing only if I have extra cash but most probably not doing them.
(1) Lightened Crank pulley [$280] (Someone selling at $130 but heard from friend no use)
(2) Q-shifter for manual [$520] (May be change this but see how first)
(3) Ventilated Disc Brake [$280 per pair] (Heard no use, original one good enough)
(4) Electro-luminscent Meters [$140] (Found customised one, cost $150 maybe buying)

I am almost there le... I just need to tahan a bit longer than can stop and rest le....

Meanwhile I shall just carry on tidying up my wires in the engine compartment.. haha... quite unsightly.... oh yah, and look for screws to fix my rear four point strut bar. Oh, and I just lowered my car with the lowering spring... hmm... maybe got to change again... see how ba.. not what i wanted... the rear too low le.. front only lower by 1 and half finger which i guess it okay... maybe lower by 2 finger is much better... behind now too low le.. only 3 finger... front 3 and hlaf finger.. How I wish can just ZAP then front 3 rear 3half.. haha... then I don't need to do anything le. haha..

That's all for now.. Enjoy the fireworks tonight !! (^_^)

Keeping every secret...
at 5:50 PM

Monday, August 07, 2006

I like this.. haha... So funny.. haha...

Woman : "I'm hungry shall we eat?"
Man : "Okay, what do you want to eat?"
Woman : "Anything."
Man : Okay lets go to XXX hawker centre
Woman : Dowan , there nothing ot eat. (WTF hawker centre so many things still say nothing to eat. )
Man : Okay, then what you want to eat?
Woman : Ermmm... dunno lah ... anything.
Man : But I suggest already.
Woman : But theres nothing to eat there.
Man : Okay lah u tell me where you want to go?
Woman : Nevermind, not hungry liao.
Woman : I wanna go home ...

a few hours later.
Woman : I'm hungry
Man : Just now you say dowan to eat. Okay what you want I go buy.
Woman : Dunno ... anything lah.
or ...
Woman : I'm hungry
Man : Just now you say dowan to eat. Okay what you want I go buy.
Woman : Dowan liao ... its too late to eat...its all your fault.

no wonder i seldom have such problem.. haha... cuz i control the steering wheel.. haha.. i go where i wanna go.. :p

Keeping every secret...
at 1:54 PM

Oh no... think I am seriously being poisoned le.... I am literally now selling all I have now at home to get the money to complete my car mods.... This is really crazy.... I don't know how I become so addicted to it... But I just can't stop.... Maybe now is a good time to find someone to control me le... Maybe my friend is right, I need to have someone by my side to control me (-_-")

Insane car mod list that I have done....
ADM air charger $350
CAI $20
Insulate filter box $6
tested drop in SS filter $108
tested SRI $75
Calski $598 + $360 = $958
Autogauge vacuum and water temp $160
4pt front stur and front underbrace $95 + $20 = $115
Fix up audio system $130
Tyres and rims $700
Denso Iridium plugs $80
coolant 2 bottles $36
pipings for car mod $100+
car mat $62
cabin front light $62 + $20 = $82
Car white colour headlight $60 + $76 + $60 = $196 change 2 pairs le with one reserved.
3M damping spray for wheel arch $40
Various car washing stuffs $80+
Air horn $36
Hurricane SS oversized open pod filter $150
changed rear number plate light to white $8
4pt rear tower bar $80 have not fix
lowering spring $100 have not fix
Fix the hole in my front windscreen $85
UR rear anti roll bar $120 have not really buy
4-2-1 extractor, almost got it from friend as loan $100 +$60 = $160
1 more ADM air charger someone selling $350.. althought feel like getting both.. $700
up to date 2458liters of v-power = 2458 x $2.03 dun noe how to calculate.... (-_-")
car servicing done so far $500++

I don't dare to sum up the figures... Think I gone case le.. doubt anyone can help...

Keeping every secret...
at 12:19 AM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Just to update. I have changed my rims with racing compound tyres. This is the photo of my car.

My 'wife' just got a new pairs of shoes. Yeah.. haha.. Super sticky and safe shoes.

Keeping every secret...
at 3:23 PM

Friday, August 04, 2006

just read a person's blog whom I have never even step into before, wow i was astonished at the depth of the entries (dun noe is self written or just cut and paste from somewhere. :p)

Relationship's one of the greatest fault: COMPARISION
Pros: It provoke people to work for the better, to strike hard to reach a 'target'
Cons: Humans are 'made' differently, so somehow most of the time, they give up and only ended up grumbling.

In chinese saying: Zi1 Zhu2 Chang2 Le4 (to be happy with what you have)

Why does some people like to be special, like to be unique ? Choose something that nobody has, can't stand someone having the same thing as you, stand out from the crowd by dying bright colours, talk loudly or act rowdy to attract attention. But why ? I do not know how to talk in terms of human so i shall just use car as comparision.

What for put faciful bodykits, loud exhaust muffler, lights all over the place, striking rims.... To look nice ?? To attract people's envy ??? To let people wanting to have another look at your car ???? Park somewhere hoping somewhere will come over to talk to you and say your car very nicely done up ????? Or because you want to locate your car easier among the seas of simliar make and model in a carpark !!!!!

What is so bad about being ordinary ? What is so bad about changing my rims to a larger size but same design as my old ones. Why must we let people know we have change something and then can 'show off' to them... i want to remain stealth... i dun need people to come over and say my car is nicely done up or badly done.. The car is mine and I dun give a d**n about what others say about it. I am me. I live in my own world and I don't live for others hence I dun feel the need to make myself what others wants me to be. But why are there so many people out there trying to imitate this and that, trying to out do him or her, asking questions like "How I wish I could be like him/her"

Be contented with what you have cuz

you may regret if you were to lose it one day....

Don't blame yourself when you can't have your own decision because that's life...

Keeping every secret...
at 11:50 AM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Now for the rim finals.... haha...

Contestant number one

Contestant number two

Contestant number three

What are the choices ?

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at 5:24 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Yay... I am finally going to change my tyres and rims le... hmm.. now considering if i should get 15inch or 16 inch...

This is how 15 inch will look like with slightly thickness tyres.

This is how 16 inch will look like with very very thin tyres..

Now for rim designs this is the silver coloured with five spoke and an outer ring. The size you see now is a perception of 17inch size !! mine only 15 inch or 16 inch..

This is the other design which I most prob will be getting, there is no outer ring so the rim will look larger than it actually is.. Same, five spoke and I can chose between matt silver, this colour grey, black, or shiny silver... hmm...

Oh yah, and a penny for thought... How to have freedom and no loneliness at the same time.. Hmm.. Isn't that simple. I have thought of that before too. Does freedom neccessary means you must not be attached ? Does being not attached means you will be lonely ? Hmm... this sure is interesting and all I can say is it depend on individuals and how you view it ? The world is fair, everything that happens to you falls on a balance between good and bad. Yes, being attached makes you have less freedom, maybe more things that have to be done and in short obligations, but think of it this way, what did you gain, you gain a lot of happiness, memories, a person to care for you and for you to care for. Someone who is really gonna be there for you to really ask you about your problem - obligations. Of course for all that, you think you are going to get a free lunch to have just someone to care for you all the while and you can just live your life in freedom. Even king who live in luxury have to work !

Being 'trapped' in a relationship sometimes make someone bored and sick of the relationship because everything starts to get routine. But I am sure there are ways to salvage the situation, it is again up to individual again. If both chose to do nothing, then of course the end is likely to happen. Are you really sure you will be happy when you end a relationship in search of freedom or even another mate ? Think again, how long does it take for you to find someone that really cares about you and for that, you sacrifice just a bit of freedom ?

Do you preferred to love someone or have someone love you ?

In return, are you willing to let out a bit of your time and freedom to exchange for this love ?

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at 2:22 PM