Had a hell of the day... Very bad mood lah... Knock my car in the rear while reversing... All thanks to my mediocre skill... Broke the button to my pants... Made a fool out of myself in a meeting... I shall end my day early and that's it !




Saw a bad accident on sat night... at first thought it was okay.. but after a while realised that i feel a bit uncomfortable... don't really know why also... just wanna forget it soon..

Went for the vios club meetup at marina south on sat. turns out that it was raining heavily... what a waste... so ended all the activities are cancelled and all I got is just two decals for $15 !!! Didn't buy the strut bar cause I promise someone that I will not buy any car mods on that day. ;p anyway it was really cheap but then... nvm.. haha...

oh yah... then sort of met up with my friend and her friend. not bad... at least getting more gals into the group.. haha.. kl seem interested in my friend's friend. keep no talking to her. haha... that's all for now. (^_^)

p/s: thanks br for the sat thingy.




Yay... this is my number 100 post !!!!

My new inspiration for my project. After discussing with my mentor.. I realised that he has been working very hard to help me think of some good idea for my project. Starting to feel guilty cause I have already 'stopped' work le. haha.. Anyway I shall now work hard. Mark my words. I shall make sure I have some results for my three new ideas in two months time. No more slacking le !






So I realised that all humans are selfish people. They only think about themselves and blame others for all the wrong doings. Human have lots of ego be it guy or gal, they just don't like to admit things.

What is the difference between humans and machine. Human has neuros that cannot be erase or in short, feelings. Machine has none of that. How good it will be to be a machine or robot where you will never be hurt by emotions again..

How does it feel like when you can only stand outside a funeral and not inside to send your condolence to your friend. Who can understand this kind of feeling.....




Hmm.. Seems to me that quite a number of my friends are having lots of trouble in emotional affairs. At first thought of just running away from all of them and live a peaceful life.. but realised that I can't do that... So back again I am, lending a listening ear to those who needs it. (^_^)









Think I am a sadist. I now sort of enjoy being with a friend whom problems can be easily solved by me and of course sometimes I like to be with someone who is very independent but then just that recently I slightly prefer the former more... Nobody or little people care abt my friend hence here I am to do the job. Going to be busy busy busy... Maybe my friend is right.. Making oneself busy is sure a good way to escape from some reality.. Anyway felt relaxed when with my this friend. Even drove very gently thereby protecting my 'wife'.. haha.. maybe that's good afterall, I get to protect and take good care of my 'wife'. Maybe shall add some engine oil additives to make her smoother and more protected.. haha... Gosh... Already had some plans to make her power power le.. haha.. (^_^) Will do more updates when she is power up. Target end of this month..!!! YEAH !

Btw I will be in malaysia this sat.. Got to drive my brother to do business.






Hmm... just here to drop down a few thoughts after seeing my friends' demise... So people do get depress and start to have their thoughts wondering and ended up doing stupid things... So does that mean that if they have a friend to talk to at that point of time, they may not do those stupid things ? or will they still do it eventually ? I have met a few friends who have fallen into this situation.. And of course they chose not to say anything out until everything is over... hmm.. isn't it irony... you are hoping someone care for you but you don't want to tell the person anything... and suffer in pain ?
Another thing... Will you choose to remember your ex with memories of the happy time you both had together or will you choose to try to savage the situation and ended remembering all those cold words and cruelty of reality and ended bad memories over good ones ? Well of course a lot just say time will fade... Will it really fade ? You sure about that ? So you allow this to drag on and on and bring agony to your life ? Of course it is not easy to let go but then think again.. Long term suffer or short term ? Of course emotions always overtake logic here...
Went to watch "She's the man" yesterday... Before the show met two friend's friends... haha.. and OMG.... they are also having the same bad impression of my friend... so sound like the same situation one of my bb faced.... kaoz... can't believe this... let's hope my friend will change for the better and not rot downwards....
Oh yah.. the show was very funny.... and of course the love story inside is plain impossible in real life... just like a love novel that make everything happens so coincidentally.
Some time back... (actually my some time back is just something like last week :p) my of my friend's friend was in bad mood due to some reasons so ended up got to cheer that friend up.. so by right will be reaching home 12 plus ended up 2 plus... very tired le... but then at least that friend go home slightly more happy and less bothered by what happened at the earlier part of the day (I hope..) So yesterday I was chatting with my friend whom I watched movie with.. My friend also found it very tiringly to cheer people up and was surprised that I can actually do so much... But think again... Who will help them if you don't ? Of course not till the extent of them being dependent on you.. Everyone has ego be it gal or guy.. So seldom do people come to you to tell you they have problems.. It is up to you to detect it.. And if everyone cares for one another.. Wouldn't it be a better world to live in ?


p/s: Congras to br for the end of your exams... (^_^)




Hmm... starting to get more puzzled and more puzzled with human thoughts le...
Why do we always still think of the person who has hurted us the most..
Why do people get interested in something and then all of sudden not interested anymore..
Why do some people have to work so hard and not appreciated whereas others just need a good mouth to talk their way out and take credits for all the work done...
How do you serve a boss who only concentrate on your results and work done and don't really care about you...
Why do one have to put in so much effort in organising a event when the main organiser don't even bother much...
Why do people hold meetings when everyone is so bored and bothered by it...
How do you feel when after all the work that you have are not appreciated at all...
Yes... Everyone can tolerate but only until a certain threshold...






Extremely tired recently... All because of my rational... haha.. The harder I work.. The even more harder I play... wahaha... Don't ask me how I got that.. Maybe it is due to the fact that I am not cut out to be a student at all.. haha.. I should belong to some rich family where I can just spend my life as a rich spoilt brat... haha... How nice that would be.. :p

My research got some interesting findings... But the reasons are beyond me... so I got to try to figure out why.. Is it just false hope or is it really something new !!... haha... wish me luck.. (^_^)

Hughes Heli

Which do you think is nicer ? Hmm... me thinking of getting one soon.. :p