Let's have a look at my wishlist again. haha.. So far only completed part of item number 3.... Disappointing sia. haha.. Anyway I have rearranged the items importance. Safety is more important now.... Cause I just heard a very sad accident...

(1) Ventilated Disc Brake [$280 per pair]
(2) 15inch Sports Rim with Wet handling tyres [~$1.4k]
(3) Front under 4 point brace bar [$285]
(4) Rear anti-roll bar [$295]
(5) Front carbon fibre top strut bar [$180]
(6) Rear carbon fibre top strut bar [still looking]
(7) Lowering Spring [$288 per pair]
(8) Comfort Dampers (Koni or Tein or Monroe) [$???]
(9) ADM Air Charger (For lots of power !! but at the expense of fuel economy) [$612]
(10) Superione ST555 (For fuel economy and some power gain) [$250]
(11) Spark Booaster (For fuel economy and some power gain) [$600]
(12) Lightened Crank pulley [$280]
(13) Q-shifter for manual [$520]
(14) Fog Light with HB4 HID conversion [$170 + $4?0]
(15) 4-1 Performance Extractor (Actually preferred 4-2-1 but don't have) [$180]
(16) TTE exhaust muffler [$895]

So now I should put safety in my mind... No more speeding le... I hope... :p




Gotten so tired recently until I can't even concentrate well on my bao bei's birthday... Don't really know what I have been busy with.. It seems like my friends are starting to face with problems too.. Much more difficult to solve problems... Perhaps mine are just peanuts as compared to theirs.. okay, better not use peanuts.. they are expensive. haha.. mine is just trivial as compared to theirs.. Realised that the effort I put in things are getting less and less... Maybe due to getting tired of it or just plain complacent (don't know how to spell it, but whatever)

How I wish I can just sleep and do nothing... But I got a family to support.. and I just want to have a peaceful sleep without any quarrels behind the background...






How does it feel when you are trying to rush something for someone and the person say very very urgent... But the next thing u hear her say is, oh knock off time.. I got to go, leave these things to discuss tomorrow... There I am trying to rush things for her and she can tell me she needs to go because her bus is here ?!?!? Can't she have more responsibility !!! Piss....

Next, how does it feel like when you got a colleage who keeps on peeping onto ur computer to see what u are doing or EVEN typing !!!! No privacy at all....

How does it feels like to be so close yet so far all because no words come out from the mouth...






Two stunning news today... so sad... Firstly is that stupid technician ask me to be in school at 830am and then he himself on leave.... kaoz... and best part is equipment got lots of problem so postponed to a meeting later at 4pm... sucks... why do meeting always have to be so late... : Second thing is the ENCO rally special is long over !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sucks..... Being con by some fake dates...... :(

But at least got one interesting thing for me. haha.. I figured out some things today le, workplace.... haha.. Now shall try to make it super vague so I would not be plague with questions again. haha... Now is left with second step le. haha..






Surprise.... I am back in the office.... Why ? All thanks to that technician again.... He sure is power... early morning on a monday somemore.... but then use to it le so can't be bothered also... anyway on my way back to the office, saw something interesting I shall share it. haha...

Talk about a desperate measure to solve a dropping bumper. haha.. Tape it up. haha..






So I guess I have bad PR... Think a lot of people surely don't believe me one.. But trust me... I am bad at it... One of my mentor which I most appreciated his help right where I most needed it.. I see the way he does things, he sure is good at it.. He can get people to do things for him, he know when to retract and does things himself.. He take things easy.. Perhaps that is why he is 30plus and not a single white hair or look old at old. Perhaps my Prof is right, I should not work so hard... If not I may grow old very fast... OH no...... I am already old enough.... ARgh..... haha... Anyway I am looking forward to the ENOC Superspecial Rally Series coming up this sunday... Yeah !!! But then hor.... don't know the timing leh... And guess what I have in mind... Guess I am mad... haha.. I feel like renting my past dream car (HONDA CIVIC 3DR EG6 !!! haha...) to go for that event... Anyone interesting can let me know and we shall all go together... haha... This coming sunday !!!! 28 May !!!! keke... Can sort of use this event as a birthday present for my bao bei too... haha.. then can save money.... hohoho.... anyway think her bf will surely get her lots of things one lah. haha... hopefully he buys her a new handphone that she longs for... haha... shall stop her.. Argh... late le.. got to rush to the other lab.. the smelly smelly ammonia lab again le.. They are doing repiping... so guess I will be smelling ammonia really really soooo... haha... tata (^_^)

p/s: The link for the sunday event is here
http://www.mptmotor.com/events.htm




Now feeling very pe che so even though I am busy to the max I also wanna write down something..

What is the definition of long known friends and close friends.. Why it seems to be even so difficult to meet a friend for a simple dinner when that friend is leaving singapore for good.. Does it just means they are just too busy to fit anything in or they just can't be bothered because the friend is not that close or simply what's the fear of losing one when I got like 50 more other friends...

Somehow it just seems to me that I am the only one who is trying to make things work.. Others are just waiting for things to happen.. This happens a lot of times in my workplace and now my social circle.. Sucks.. Maybe it is just me, call me difficult to please or what but that is just me !




My close friends are attached or going to be attached soon.. Then I gonna be all alone again...

I am available for adoption. Anyone want ? haha. (^_^)




Let me tell you all a story.

There was this gal who had a very good friend by her side.. Everything she does or like, the guy knows very well. After some time, the guy fell in love with her but he did not dare to tell her. One day, the gal come to him very excited telling him that she saw this guy that she liked at first sight. Obviously, this struck the guy very much but still the guy did not dare to confess to her and just encourage her to know him. Soon the gal knew that guy and was very happy to be just with him. He is able to give her the sense of a boyfriend. Very soon, that guy fell for her too. The guy who was with her all the while was very sad when he realised that but he wish them happiness. While the gal was happily with him, one day, something struck her.. She was not really happy with him, she cannot be her true self.. All the while she is being hidng her true character for the fear that the guy may find her bad. After some time, she realised that she is still happier and relax with the guy that she knew from the start.

The gal soon rejected the new guy and decided to go back to the guy before but realised that the guy already had a galfriend..

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/32972ht.htm

Wouldn't that be very bad... Let's change the ending..

The gal soon rejected the new guy and decided to go back to the old guy and realised that he has always been there waiting for her...




Yay... At last the stupid conference is over le... Made me super busy for the whole week until no time to check mails, online or even write blog... But glad that it is all over le. Can you imagine this... All potential Masters and PHD students and some even already obtained their doctrate carrying tables and chairs.... And the best part.. All don't really use their brains.. haha.. Maybe should give them credits.. maybe they have no experiences in table and chair carrying. haha..

Went to malaysia with my friends.. Total of three cars and 11 people !!!... haha
Had lots of fun but also very xin tong.. My xiao bu dian is seriously sick... Sick until become very dead and not active at all... Next time I go in have to buy some child nutrient stuffs for her le..
Glad that my friends they all enjoyed the trip, I hope and not just trying to make me feel good. haha..... So tired when back in singapore until I slept the whole day yesterday. haha.. anyway that's all for now.. still feeling tired... maybe should go back to sleep.. wahaha... (^_^)




Hmm... so it is not easy to realised that someone is treating you extra well until someone else tell you about that.. Sometimes we just thought it is normal...









I am getting so sick now.. but still I got to be in office because there are things that should be done... Hao nan shou wo.... (-_-")









Just went malaysia on monday.. went to visit my ah ma and of course my cousins... This time round, I bought for them a lot of toys.. talking about that... Boy did I regret buying two inflatable toy that took almost all my breath to try to inflat them.. And imagine the scenario when you are blowing in and with two kids jumping on the toy trying to kick the air back into my lungs... not easy loh.. haha.. But somehow I manage to do it and guess what... now I have to alternately play with all three of them... Funny, I buy the toys such that they can play among themselves but then hor... they want to play with me instead... So I ended up have to so call "multitask" to play with them.. talk about tired when playing with one kid.. Try playing with three... Reached home so tired that day until I just instancely concuss on my bed when reached home..

Yesterday was exciting.. I was slacking at home as usual as I have a very bad headache.. So I reached my office around 3 plus and I realised that not a lot of people are around so I sensed something is not right... I went to check my mail and realised that I have to be at biopolis by 4pm for a rehearsal !!! I only got like 30 mins left.. so I ran down to my car and speed there... and guess what... can faint loh.. I am the earliest... haha... but anyway it was a crappy briefing thingy for the next week's conference thingy.. Got to go for one more briefing on this friday... sianz sia...

Well, today going to meet one of my old sec sch friend for dinner. haha... long time never see her also le. haha.. think going to have a long long chat. haha... that's all for now. tata (^_^)